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Saturday, November 22, 2008
i'm sick and broke (classic nick's life), i can't wait for next week ! Birthday money + pocket money + wages + commission makes Nick a very rich and happy boy :{D wish list here i come ! But my stupid term test is coming and project dates are starting to irritate :( i don't feel like going to school on monday, or anyday actually. I feel so fatigued and tired now, my bones are aching my head is thumping, my nose is leaking, i'm so sickkkk.

Disney live was fun ! But I looked retarded :/ i was so touched by beauty and the beast i teared again, like i always do..... ( I DID NOT CRY CHERIE ) ! Wish my nose wasn't being a bitch though. I WISH MY SCHOOL WAS NEAR MY HOUSE ARGH ! It's getting so irritating and tiring, every trip i make there seems to chip away a third of my energy and i feel like dying. I can't study because i'm always so exhausted when i reach home, and i can't study in school because there's nothing that won't give me diabetes and i don't have my blanket with me :(. School totally sucks arghhhhh why must it be so hot ?

why am i rambling so much ? arghhhhh i have work tomorrow but power through nick ! it's for the $$$$$ do it for the $$$$$$ so you can get all you want and need and eventually get the hell out of this place and live a very relaxing yet meaningless life until life decides to kick you in the balls again, even though it does it everyday. Flow with the current of incredible misfortune and misery until you reach the enchanted forest and fall down a HORRIBLE waterfall and flow down another current of incredible misfortune and misery. Goddammit.

BTW my mom go me my cookbook i wanted today ! And i really like to listen to Nat King Cole while i prepare in the morning makes me feel special in a cold refreshing sort of way, and i bet you have no idea what i'm talking about but it's ok. I wish i could play it real loud at 6am in the morn and not give a shit but alas i can't :(

I'm gonna get my own house next time, and no you can't live in it ! It's mine ! It'll be awesome and i can do anything i want in it. I'm so not letting my wife in my house, go live somewhere else so we can be more romantic ! But more importantly so you can leave me alone !

ROAR !

Ignorant fat bitches irritate the hell out of me ! Why god ? WHY ? Why must there be so many of them ?

And have you seen the comic on the bus ? The one asking you to be considerate ? Grinning when your groceries fall on to some guy is not exactly very considerate either. BE CONSIDERATE. If you're going to get off in like 2 stops and there's alot of people on the bus please for the love of god just freaking stand what the hell is your problem seriously. 8 out of 10 times people who need to learn bus etiquette are fatsos that's what i realised, they should just put up posters forbidding fatsos to sit it'll do them good anyway. MOH should team up with SMRT with this, it'll curb obesity. Maybe they can put a weighing machine in the seats so if you're overweight it'll shock you or something assuming your ass isn't so big it's an insulator.

I'm so getting coal for christmas ! I'm a nice guy, really ! It just takes a nice person to bring it out of me :) if you think i'm a bitch/bastard/asshole it's probably because you are one you stupid bitch/bastard/asshole ! See you in hell !