why i'm asked to pay 75 cents for my bus fair and other stories

2009-07-12T05:04:00.000-07:00

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Production kitchen next week, 5 more weeks of service and this Will all be over ! No more 5am days and i can finally have a life again ! Not that i actually had much of a life when i did anyway :/. Anyway i'm getting C for professionalism because of all the stuff i forget and all the lectures i skip. I should be averaging a B in culi prac but i don't know if that will hold. I decided to put my back into this awhile ago but i keep getting distracted and end up exhausted for the next day, last week was a real bummer because of that ! I could have gotten an A GAH ! Anyway no more messing around gotta focus and sleep early ! I'll try at least, SO MANY DISTRACTIONS !

Lazy weekends make me woozy :(

Holidays

2009-06-15T10:49:00.000-07:00

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Cthon98> hey, if you type in your pw, it will show as stars
Cthon98> ********* see!
AzureDiamond> hunter2
AzureDiamond> doesnt look like stars to me
Cthon98> *******
Cthon98> thats what I see
AzureDiamond> oh, really?
Cthon98> Absolutely
AzureDiamond> you can go hunter2 my hunter2-ing hunter2
AzureDiamond> haha, does that look funny to you?
Cthon98> lol, yes. See, when YOU type hunter2, it shows to us as *******
AzureDiamond> thats neat, I didnt know IRC did that
Cthon98> yep, no matter how many times you type hunter2, it will show to us as *******
AzureDiamond> awesome!
AzureDiamond> wait, how do you know my pw?
Cthon98> er, I just copy pasted YOUR ******'s and it appears to YOU as hunter2 cause its your pw
AzureDiamond> oh, ok.

I love my holidays, 2 weeks is way too short. I love how i have so much time to do what i want, i love how i can spend so much time with my friends and i love thinking how great i would be if i had another 2 weeks :( DAMN.

2009-06-09T08:39:00.001-07:00

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"Next time your having a bad day, think of this... Your a siamese twin, your brother is gay and your not. But you only got one arsehole." - Bad-Co

2009-06-01T02:21:00.000-07:00

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A woman has a close male friend. This means that he is probably interested in her, which is why he hangs around so much. She sees him strictly as a friend. This always starts out with, you're a great guy, but I don't like you in that way. This is roughly the equivalent for the guy of going to a job interview and the company saying, You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired.

HAHAHAHA ! Got this off http://www.bash.org full of hilarious shit pulled from IRC chats.

I had a great weekend ! It was relaxing and very enjoyable. Went to an African opera and it was great ! It was pretty amazing how they could recreate some of Mozart's pieces through the use of a native wooden keyboard ( i have no idea what this instrument is called yet ) and by stomping their feet. Much better than any Jonas brothers crap or something like that. Anyway here's a link http://www.newasia-singapore.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=941&Itemid=64

Oh i also won myself another xbox360 because i bleed awesome juice which leaked into my coke zero bottle, making it super awesome which then produced a magic number at the bottom of the cap which contained the winning code for my brand new xbox 360 ! Suck on that universe ! God I'm so awesomeeeeeeee collecting it this weekend :) I'm still thinking about what to do with it. Hmmmmmmmmmm

2009-05-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

o1

ne more day till i end top table service ! Great weekend ahead of me.

2009-05-22T10:55:00.000-07:00

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They say what doesn't destroy you makes you stronger, i'll be able to punch a whale into space at this rate. I'm losing my temper and i've been very irritable lately. Just to forget it and move on just doesn't cut it anymore, not this time. I'm sick and tired of fat bitch behaviour and i'm sick of whiners with incredibly retarded behaviour. 11 more weeks of this, gotta live through this without slicing any throats.

GAH ! I have to chill out, put on a fresh face for tomorrow's orientation. Come on Nicholas ! Time to smile and forget what the future holds.

2009-04-22T06:24:00.000-07:00

Kitchen was crazy today ! We totally screwed up this time round because of our fucking roux ! It took forever to brown and i had no idea the clarified butter was not to be evaluated and I wasted so much time because of that. The results at the end of the day were pretty satisfactory though, if only we didn't take an extra 1 1/2 hour ! But i had to admit that amidst the chaos and raising tempers around, i had quite a rush ! And i realised today what you really need to do is to understand WTF you need to do and when. But I have a feeling we need alot more practice on that.

IG meeting after school, i was so exhausted ! I fell asleep during it. Looks like everything is coming together pretty well, and i have to start on the notice board design soon. Trouble is i can't seem to find the freaking time !

In other news DISNEYWORLD TALK ! May 2nd ! I'M TOTALLY GOING !

Oh and week 0 was truly bitter sweet.

impending doom 2

2009-04-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

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9-04-09 It's Thursday morning and i wake up shivering with excitement, for on the previous night i had made an order for 24: The official CTU operations manual. I collect it first thing in the morning, and i pride myself in my ability to actually wake up at 9 am in a very long time. 9-04-09 Look out world ! I now have the means to be a totally bad ass CTU AGENT ! I can fake my own death and identify bombs in suitcases ! I know how to bug your room ! And lose pursuers ! In short i have become 10000000000 x more awesome thanks to my awesome new book !

OH YEAH !

I had IG meeting next, I'm still upset over what happened before and I can't bring myself to get over it. I'm reluctant to go for SL, I don't know if I'll be in a state of mind expected of me. Ok I'll try I AM ENTHU ! I AM COMMIT ED ! I AM FULL OF SPIRIT ! ALL I CARE ABOUT IS MAKING MY FRESHIES HAPPY ! Nah it didn't work. Plus the weather is so hot nowadays makes me go crazy ! And to people who think i whine about the weather too much, let me put you in a few similar situations :

1) You are given a choice : A gentle massage or a trip through the torture chamber
2) You are given a choice : KFC or a table at a fancy restaurant
3) You are given a choice : A dirty old tent or clean new tent

I don't know about you, but I'd choose the option that i can derive more pleasure from, now choose : Walk under the noon sun or under a shade. I know what I'd choose and if you have a problem I'll just see you on the other side a little later and a little less sweaty. No harm done. It's true sometimes you need to take the harder path, but most of the time you can choose at the expense of something else. Is it worth it ? Do i really need to take a more uncomfortable path ? Certainly not in most situations, but if a problem calls for uneasy means, you can bet your ass I'd do it.

On a lighter note, I need short hair for my culinary practical ! It starts in 5 days ! Yi Wen suggests i get it done in some weird way but I'm skeptical. I think i need a back up plan and a hat to cover my head if it fails. I think it probably will :( i never had much luck with hair.

5 more days to culinary prac I'm more nervous than i am excited.

2009-04-04T10:41:00.000-07:00

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I was going to talk about how cynical i am today. I actually did ! And i came to realise it's ok it's part of human nature to do certain things to gain attention but more importantly, to diplay their talents and/or interests. GAH the phrase "gaining attention" has such a stigma to it. I think one needs to have genuine passion and confidence in the underlying meanings of a post. Just like a peacock needs to flash it's feathers, we need to display whats unique about us, we're sort of marketing ourselves so to speak but that's life !

Life's too short for cynicism.

Anyway ! I'm attending these 2 concerts, hopefully :/ if there are still tickets that is.
The Magic Flute - Impempe Yomlingo
The Philharmonic Winds in Concert: Give Us This Day

If you're a fan feel free to join in ! The two shows are pretty cheap and they WILL be good so if you do want to listen to some music that isn't utter garbage do try to catch some good performances. You can usually get tickets for these shows at around 10 dollars and it makes for good value.

2009-03-27T12:31:00.000-07:00

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I had a pretty decent post today, but then i did something stupid when i was previewing it and now it's gone :(

2009-03-19T01:05:00.000-07:00

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Back ! I really wish i could live my days like this, lazing around at home without a care in the world ! I truly love holidays. I've done nothing but kill Nazis and japs for the past 4 days and i'm LOVING IT ! Ok so maybe i stepped out abit to get a hair cut but still, I got back on the SECOND i came home ! I love call of duty, love it more than left 4 dead. :{D

I'm also trying to sharpen my skills before i get into kitchen soon. Not good, i can't cut an onion without crying like just had my genitals cut off :( DAMMIT ! And it's so fucking weird ! No matter how i try, the onion just won't fall into it's equal pieces when i cut it and i have tried ! Youtubed the whole thing but it never works for me. ARGH ! On a side note i found a totally new way to mince garlic and onions, put it in a blender. Saves a hell lot of crying and time ! I feel like eating cinnamon buns.

Actually my excessive gaming time and sudden blogging is really caused by me having no money :( I broke ! Nada ! Zilch ! Actually i have like my last 50 in the bank but that's gotta tide me over for the rest of the month. BROKE ! I hate being broke i feel so powerless ! Can't even topup my ez-link without thinking about if it's really necessary.

Speaking of holidays, i miss the care free Christmases :(. Stupid poly holidays eat into December. In fact i miss Christmas because it feels like it should be Christmas now ! GAH ! Ok i have to go now cooking class later !

2009-01-17T02:19:00.000-08:00

Wohoo ! my 100th blog post ! I never thought this day would ever come, but here we are !

Had my presentation for marketing yesterday and it was pretty ok i think but on the other hand the lecturer painted me a brighter picture so hmmmmmmmm :/. I better get at LEAST a B for this project ! Too many nights i could have been sleeping of playing have been forsaken for this ! After the presentation i went home, fell asleep at 7 and woke up at 10 THE NEXT DAY ! I'm resting for the rest of the day but it's more projects again tmr :(

I can't wait for all this to be over, i can't wait for school to be over ! Then i can just get a job less irritating than school and go home to laze around after work like any boring old person :) I hope year 2 comes soon, I'll kill myself if there's a comm skills 3 and i am NOT doing anything else related to POM or OB for the rest of my freaking life after this semester i swear !!!!

Oh and in case you're wondering 24 ROCKS ! I like season 7 so far and i hope Jack Bauer eats you up !

I miss my xbox :( Larry !

If i ever have twins i'll name them bibbidi boo and bobbidi boo so when people ask the what their names are they can break out into a musical number and say something like we are the bibbidi bobbidi boo twins ! It will also be compulsory for them to do this every time someone asks for their names so i can watch it and be amused by it :)

Yes this post is full of random stuff haha !

This concludes my 100th post ! I hope my rants for the past 99 posts have not driven you insane or itchy ! BYE !

Jack Bauer will kick nyonya ass !

2009-01-11T07:48:00.000-08:00

I'm supposed to be panicking because of all my projects but i'm not... uh oh ! I'm also supposed to be very bust next week but i think i'll be distracted again :/ i just can't focus on my work ! It's just impossible ! I'm gonna be in deep shit soon, Nicholas it's now or never, do or die, sink or swim GET IT ? You'll be screwed if you screw this up ! But the rewards will be sweet ! SWEET ! I think i need to put a motivational poster in my room soon :/ I'm running out of excuses, i'll be screwed if i don't start now, SCREWED !

YOU WILL BE SCREWED !
YOU WILL BE SCREWED !
YOU WILL BE SCREWED !
DO YOU UNDERSTAND ? HUH ?
YOU WILL BE SCREWED !

ok self motivation paragraphs end here.

On a lighter note, JACK BAUER RETURNS TONIGHT ! Season 7 ! The one with African kids !
YEAH ! I'm totally pumped up ! Stop watching your nyonya shows or whatever watch 24 ! Jack Bauer will kick nyonya ass ! It's really awesome ! IT's going to be freaking awesome ! No nyonya will stand a freaking chance ! Watch 24 ! Notice all the exclamation marks ! That's how pumped up i am ! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!
( That's 24 exclamation marks ! Including the ones in this bracket ! Get it ? 24 exclamation marks ! 24 ! HAHA ! )

Also i have sort of decided to buy a PS3 because i HAVE to play Metal Gear Solid 4, I HAVE TO ! Plus if i get it i'll have an xbox 360 AND a PS3 ! And i'll be like the coolest nerd/geek EVER !!!!!!

ok bye !

The new year resolutions i will break eventually post

2009-01-07T06:34:00.000-08:00

i searched picture of you on youtube hoping to find that old song, you know the one from that Mr Bean movie ! But i found the new pictures of you instead and i listened to them both. Bottomline, Picture of you > pictures of you.

I shall do my resolutions :

1) ONLY ONE bottle of green tea a day !

2) Be healthy again, start running and stuff :(

3) Study (who am i kidding ?)

4) Be nicer to people

5) Fix my xbox

6) Save $$$$ !

7) Be more appreciative of my friends

8) Go with the flow

I'm bound to break this some day so if i ever do you have permission to slap me in the face :)

Thanks !

2009-01-05T23:02:00.000-08:00

Just finished my econs report YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ! Finally ! OK it wasn't that hard it's just that the very thought that i can actually do it later makes it so difficult to even begin. I feel like going home now but i still have another group meeting later GRRRR !

BTW in my looooooooong blog absence i've had an awesome time. I'm really lazy to blog about ALL OF IT but here's a few things i'd like to be thankful for.

1. Thanks Cherie and gang for the perfume but for some reason i don't smell like a Ferrari when i spray it on :( maybe you should change it ! LOL just kidding !

2. Thanks for dinner Cherie and LJ

3. THANKS FOR DELETING MY ANIMAL CROSSING CHERIE, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH YOU KNOW ! GODDDDDDDDDDD

4. Thanks Nadeen for coming

5. Thanks Grace, Peggy, Sean, and Samuel for the wonderful dinner

6. Thanks Grace, Peggy, Sean, and Samuel for the scrap book :) I TOTALLY LOVED THE DISNEY CASTLE ! FYI i didn't read it there because i know i will super touched if i did and guess what ? I was ! When i went home and read it, thanks again :)

7. Thanks Grace and Sean and Peggy for New Years day !

8. Thanks everyone who sent me birthday wishes !

9. Thanks Grace and Peggy for helping the other day !

10. Thanks Marcus for the PS2 and soon OKAMI !

11. And last but not least thank you Cherie, Grace, Peggy, Samuel, Sean and Nadeen for being part of my life. I have no idea how you guys can take my nonsense but i'm glad :) i would say more but it's super mushy and i might even start to tear so nooooooooo !

and OMG it's 6th Jan and i'm celebrating freaking thanksgiving, told you i was not ready for 2009 :(. ARGH ! I need to study, but i just can't sit myself down and work it's either too hot or so cold i just fall asleep. Ok new year's resolution number 1 STUDY ! i'll try not to procrastinate but no promises !

Now excuse me while i go rip my hair out while researching for my projects :/

2008-12-16T10:21:00.000-08:00

I hate thinking of how i should start every entry, it's so annoying ! I always try to not sound like a giddy high school girl or a pessimistic little brat who's slightly depressed but not so much as to kill himself. I get so caught up in how i should start i just drop the whole thing in the end. One of the reasons why i am suchhhhhhhh an addict to blogging.

Anyway i've just decided to do away with the whole opening itself next time ! I'll just type gibberish until i'm satisfied, then start on what i really want to say ! That's brilliant Nick ! Well done !

I've been told my previous wish list was utterly insane and filled with strange things no one's ever heard of, and also it was wayyyyy too long. Fine i'll cut down, and get into more details. And if you think i'm a greedy little bastard you're probably right ! But hey if i told you all i wanted for Christmas was you i'd be lying, as much as i'd like it to be true, it isn't, sorry :( . And lying isn't in the spirit of Christmas ! So here's the new list ! By the way i've been a good boy this year depending on your point of view so do get me something awesome ! Also i'm not supposed to know what i'm getting for Christmas ! Please for the love of God use this list as a last resort ! Christmas is about surprises too ! And i'd really like to encourage that not just with me but for all your friends and family ! It's a really nice feeling to receive something totally random and redundant yet love it ! And yes i do like redundant things ! Practical is so for grandmothers and parents. Anyway here's the list, and of course MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ! ( unless i don't like you, and if thats the case fuck off )

LIST ! ( In descending order of importance )

1. Fallout 3 for pc it's a video game and collectors edition would be nice !
2. That Disneyland Monopoly set not sure where you can get that now though.
3. A Christmas tree

You know what ? I don't really care just get something completely random ok ? Fallout 3 would be awesome though ! Just saying ! But !!!!! Last resort ok ?

CALL OF DUTY WORLD AT WAR !!!!!!!!!

2008-12-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

RAH ! COD ! COD ! COD ! There goes my studying time. I mean i'll still study but not as much as i ought to :P. My new job is pretty cool and relaxed, the only bad thing is i have to stand for 8 hours straight :/ but i get to watch shreck 3 over and over again and channel 5 on HD tvs.

I read the summary of that new book twilight, that's a crazy story ! I could totally beat that ! I should write my own story and get big bucks, if only i was hardworking enough to :/. In my opinion it's cooler than lame ass harry potter and they should put in werewolves just like underworld ! But only the werewolves are sort of the vampire "horses" ! Like they'll ride on them and stuff ! And they should go around fighting other vampires with werewolves ! But the true villain's actually an evil zombie wizard who's pulling the strings making them fight each other so they'll be weak and he can turn them into zombie vampires and zombie werewolves ! NO WAIT ! He'll Get the werewolf to bite him then a vampire so he can mutate into an awesome VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm ! And all the werewolves and vampires will have to fight the great evil together ! Only they are still not strong enough and the second main vampire character pushes the VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm into a magical never ending pitfall and they'll be locked in ever lasting combat ! The main vampire character has to get the girl from the rival vampire clan and live happily ever after ! Then for the sequel the VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm will kill the vampire lord he was fighting and gain new powers and escape the magic pitfall and build an evil castle, and with his new powers he'll raise the dead nazis to fight the vampires and werwolves. Only this time he has an AWESOME VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF HITLER tm who is like super powerful ! And the vampires and werewolves have to get an awesome samurai sword which is guarded by ninjas which have joined the VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm and his evil army ! So they fight the ninjas but when they were about to get the sword the VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm appears and starts killing all of them ! Then the main char from the last movie will disarm the VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm with a potion containing the burning essence of love for that other vampire chick ! And he'll chop off the VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm head and destroy the castle ! BUT ! The AWESOME VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF HITLER tm escapes along with an AWESOME VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF STALIN tm and a AWESOME VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF EVIL SAMURAI tm, because the VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF tm was actually making a diversion while the Hitler and his gang create an unstoppable force of AWESOME VAMPIRIC ZOMBIE WEREWOLF NINJAS tm on the moon ! so this ends the sequel but i haven't thought of the third book yet :P

Actually things seem not to matter so much once you stop giving a shit. It feels better but sometimes the get in between your soles and it's hard to scrub those bastards out.

2008-11-22T08:04:00.000-08:00

i'm sick and broke (classic nick's life), i can't wait for next week ! Birthday money + pocket money + wages + commission makes Nick a very rich and happy boy :{D wish list here i come ! But my stupid term test is coming and project dates are starting to irritate :( i don't feel like going to school on monday, or anyday actually. I feel so fatigued and tired now, my bones are aching my head is thumping, my nose is leaking, i'm so sickkkk.

Disney live was fun ! But I looked retarded :/ i was so touched by beauty and the beast i teared again, like i always do..... ( I DID NOT CRY CHERIE ) ! Wish my nose wasn't being a bitch though. I WISH MY SCHOOL WAS NEAR MY HOUSE ARGH ! It's getting so irritating and tiring, every trip i make there seems to chip away a third of my energy and i feel like dying. I can't study because i'm always so exhausted when i reach home, and i can't study in school because there's nothing that won't give me diabetes and i don't have my blanket with me :(. School totally sucks arghhhhh why must it be so hot ?

why am i rambling so much ? arghhhhh i have work tomorrow but power through nick ! it's for the $$$$$ do it for the $$$$$$ so you can get all you want and need and eventually get the hell out of this place and live a very relaxing yet meaningless life until life decides to kick you in the balls again, even though it does it everyday. Flow with the current of incredible misfortune and misery until you reach the enchanted forest and fall down a HORRIBLE waterfall and flow down another current of incredible misfortune and misery. Goddammit.

BTW my mom go me my cookbook i wanted today ! And i really like to listen to Nat King Cole while i prepare in the morning makes me feel special in a cold refreshing sort of way, and i bet you have no idea what i'm talking about but it's ok. I wish i could play it real loud at 6am in the morn and not give a shit but alas i can't :(

I'm gonna get my own house next time, and no you can't live in it ! It's mine ! It'll be awesome and i can do anything i want in it. I'm so not letting my wife in my house, go live somewhere else so we can be more romantic ! But more importantly so you can leave me alone !

ROAR !

Ignorant fat bitches irritate the hell out of me ! Why god ? WHY ? Why must there be so many of them ?

And have you seen the comic on the bus ? The one asking you to be considerate ? Grinning when your groceries fall on to some guy is not exactly very considerate either. BE CONSIDERATE. If you're going to get off in like 2 stops and there's alot of people on the bus please for the love of god just freaking stand what the hell is your problem seriously. 8 out of 10 times people who need to learn bus etiquette are fatsos that's what i realised, they should just put up posters forbidding fatsos to sit it'll do them good anyway. MOH should team up with SMRT with this, it'll curb obesity. Maybe they can put a weighing machine in the seats so if you're overweight it'll shock you or something assuming your ass isn't so big it's an insulator.

I'm so getting coal for christmas ! I'm a nice guy, really ! It just takes a nice person to bring it out of me :) if you think i'm a bitch/bastard/asshole it's probably because you are one you stupid bitch/bastard/asshole ! See you in hell !

2008-11-20T08:58:00.000-08:00

OMG

student + dying
= stud + ying
= STUDYING !

It's a conspiracy to kill us all ! WTH !

I'm too lazy blog further, BYE.

2008-11-04T09:50:00.000-08:00

Check out the new skin ! It's Christmas soon ! And also updated list ^^

Today's one of those days ! I bought tickets to the Disney show, watched tropic thunder ( and the trailers ) without a hitch, found out my parents are going off to some part of Malaysia next weekend and ended school early ! Now if only everyday was like this !

Also Christmas is coming ! Which also means my birthday is coming ! 28th DEC if you don't already know.

Here's my wish list !

1) Kino vouchers to get new cookbooks !

2) New earphones for my mp3 player

3) Monopoly Disneyland edition !

4) Disneyland

5) The Omnitrix !

6) I still want the freaking trench coat

7) $$$$$$$$

8) New loafers

9) Loafer socks that don't slip off every 5 seconds

10) Getting my x-box 360 fixed

11) Rockband 2

12) Far cry 2

13) Fall out 3

14) Gears of war 2

15) Dead space

16) Fable 2

17) Saints row 2

18) An awesome TV in my room !

19) That topman hat !

20) Sing Christmas carols without sounding stupid :)

21) Sing Disney show tunes without sounding stupid :)

22) Lips -xbox360

23) more stitch stuff

24) NEW TV !

25) Pet monkey

that's all FOR NOW !

I'm such a fucking idiot

2008-10-21T04:21:00.000-07:00

It's been a horrible start to the new term, i was totally exhausted on day one and my fucking comm skills tutor gave me shit. Also fucked up CDS and fucked up time table Today was worse i woke up at 6 thinking i had lab session only to find out when i reached that i didn't. Then my internet couldn't get through and i had to drag myself to the cyber centre TWICE. After that was comm skills AGAIN. School ended after that i went to settle friday's picnic stuff got lost twice in clarqe quay and it was scorching hot ! Got on the wrong train and when i reached home i realised there was no dinner WHAT A LIFE, oh did i mention i lost my glasses AGAIN ? Yeah ok i lost them FUCK !

I don't know whats wrong ! Ever since i entered poly my these days get more and more common. Once in a while i can see it as an adventure but not all the time ! Maybe the feng shui for me in TP is not good or maybe the universe just refuses to work for me most of the time. Excuse me if i seem moody and quiet i'm just not in the mood, i haven't been in a good mood for a long time. But most of all i just think i'm a fucking idiot that lets these things happen to me. Can't wait for my next holiday, this time without anything that would annoy me.

2008-10-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

HI ! Just came back from Japan and i brought tons of stuff from Disneyland ! I spent over 500 bucks there :P anyway here are the photos ! Holiday was pretty awesome aside from the occasional ANNOYING AND IRRITATING nagging it was very awesome ! Hokkaido rocks ! photos here : http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=41444&id=663543777&saved=#/photos.php?id=663543777

2008-09-26T09:20:00.000-07:00

i realised something about my relationship with my mother, it only works when i don't see her very often. The past few days at home have been insane ! She's a nice person, in short doses.

I went shopping for winter clothes so i don't freeze to death in Hokkaido today. I got a pullover and a sweater and i found a new favourite shop :{D Ted Barker ! Unfortunately some don't share my tastes but it's ok man !

Ok i've been asking everyone this question so here goes : I've been wishing for a trench coat for ages now and when ever i found one it was too thick or too big ! So one fine day (last Saturday) i saw one THAT FITS ME ! At topman ! It's like a god send ! So it costs 200 bucks and looks pretty good. Very good actually, thing is it can still get pretty hot in that outside the rainy season and there's quite a number of other stuff thats out this month fall season is totally awesome ! So should i buy it ?

Btw tell me what you think of this cardigan i'm deciding between this one and a zara one which is plain navy blue with a collar.......i can't really describe it, but it's nice.

NO i did not buy this hat ! But i think it would be great with a WWII Russian soldier costume this Halloween only $30 at zara !

High tea at paragon ! It was served in this, yes i ate it all ! Well, half of it but still ! You can whine can cry.......NOW !

More pictures for you to lust at MMMMM cakes, tarts and puddings :{D

THIS IS THE TRENCH COAT

2008-09-17T04:39:00.000-07:00

DAMMIT ! WHAT THE HELL ! SERIOUSLY ! OF ALL TIMES IT BREAKS DOWN NOW ! AHHHHHHH ! OH MY GOD ! :(

Supp paper tomorrow :(
balloon sculpting tomorrow :(
wake up early tomorrow :(
a very bland day tomorrow :(
no starwars force unleashed tomorrow :(
my prison break is taking me ages to download :(
my air con broke down :(
my fan is not working well :(
it's sooooooo hot :(
i still have to practice graphs later :(
i have chores to do :(

MY LIFE SUCKS SOOOOOOOOO MUCH RIGHT NOW

On the bright side,

those red lights actually look pretty cool !
i'll be saving alot of money !
working on sat !
Grace's birthday celebration !
Hokkaido soon !
I got into smile a wish main comm !
? ! :)
mooncake :)

OK it's not too bad but not too good either :(

2008-09-11T05:24:00.000-07:00

IRK ! I need to get out of the house ! My parents are urging me to contribute to the house by doing a list of unending chores, plus i don't think i can survive another day at home it's boring me to death God help me ! Oh and Shah i'm bored too XD

1.The person who tagged you is.

Shalina

2.Your relationship with him/her is

friend

3.Your five impressions of him/her.

freak, freak, freak, freak, no la very nice

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.

send me a lion haha !

5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you .

MERRY CHRISTMAS

6.If he/she is your lover,you will..

have no idea what to do

7.If he/she is your lover.The thing he/she has to improve on will be..

don't mind me being extremely lazy

8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will..

have no idea what to do

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,The reasons will be..

she tells me she hates Batman, Christmas and Simba

10.The most desired thing to do for him/her now is.

transfer my extraordinary ss and Literature In English essay writing genius to her brain

11.Your overall impression of him/her..
very nice person

12.How you think ppl around you feel about you ?
super glam, cold, uninterested, professional

13.The characteristics you love about yourself..
i'm not sure !

14.On the contray,The characteristics you hate about yourself are.
Distrust

15.The most ideal person u wanna be is..
Any super cool evil villain that rules the world

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
i realise i am a very hard person to like nowadays, but i'm grateful if you do
:) Thanks !

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you pass to people that have a blog only.It's typed randomly, no preference whatsoever

1.)Atikah
2.)Cherie
3.)Cheston
4.)Hui Wen
5.)Melissa
6.)Xiu Zhen
7.)Kenneth ( lol sorry i haven't linked you )
8.)Pris
9.)I DON'T KNOW
10.)I DON'T KNOW

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?

work and more work haha

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

I DON'T KNOW

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

I DON'T KNOW, but i hope so

22. What is no.2 studying about?

what i want to do with my children

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

last....... Saturday

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?

i have no idea, but i guess what everyone else listens to nowadays ?

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?

yeah i think she mentioned so

26.)Will you woo no.3?

^^ ..................................NO

27. How about no.8?

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm NO haha NO DON'T TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY ! IT'S NOT YOU ! IT'S ME !

28. Is no.4 single?

nope

29. What is the surname of no.5?

....... Gan

30. What 's the hobby of no.10?

I DON'T KNOW

31.Does no.5 and 9 get along well?

I DON'T KNOW but i think they would

32. Where is no.2 studying at?

Temasek poly

33. say something casual about no.1.

She studies alot, lighten up !

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?

haha nope

35. Where does no.9 live at?

I DON'T KNOW

36. What colour does no.4 like ?

I DON'T KNOW

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?

errrrrr do they know each other ?

38. Does no.1 have any pets?

Don't think so

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

sorry to burst your bubble but no :)

40. What is no. 10 doing now?

I DON'T KNOW

I'm not a very good friend am I ? :(

Hitler loves final fantasy XD

2008-09-09T20:20:00.001-07:00

THIS IS HILARIOUS !

My primary school saga

2008-09-09T05:15:00.000-07:00

When i was a little boy, i used to believe i could write a kick ass book. But it was never ment to be i was too lazy and my essays were often under graded because they were out of point (can primary school teachers be anymore discouraging ?). :( so i decided to draw comics instead and it was the best idea i had in my first decade.

Me and my partner in crime would draw and sell our comics to other kids, however the content in these comics made some of the classmates we found weird, very angry and we were reported to various teachers. By some miracle our parents were NOT brought into this and we were let off with a warning. It was cool though, we just did other comics without kids we knew.

Our new comics sold pretty well too, basically we made fun of others in our comics again without using their real names. Some poor kids were even laughing at themselves which was awesome :). But good times weren't meant to last, this annoying kid started to make his own comics (what an asshole), naturally we were very pissed off at the guy since he used to be our friend. I had my first fist fight with this guy, we walked home in the same direction, and when he saw me penning my next work of art he hit my book by accident, then i hit his face with my fist by accident :) We fought and rolled around for awhile until he decided to run home (pussy). He never stopped annoying us with his horrible comics, they never sold as well as ours anyway. But PSLEs took a toll on both me and my partner and we decided to close the club for awhile. It never reopened, my partner in crime went MIA after the exams and i never saw from him again.

That's basically what happened in primary school, i hid homework under my bed, faked a sprained ankle for 2 months and i also grew a deep hatred for basketball there.

I miss drawing silly comics, i miss fooling around with who i would consider to have been my best friend who ever lived and i missed the thrill of getting into trouble :( Well i'm too lazy to draw comics, i should do something else, relive my glory days......

2008-09-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

Alot of people have ben asking me what's Ben 10, IT ROCKS ! It's about this kid who has this device that can turn him into like 10 aliens ! But there's this evil alien who wants the device, so that basically the story BUT IT ROCKS ! If you don't believe me all the kids are watching it now ! SHUT UP ! I'll post a freaking picture when i'm not lazy.

Holidays are freaking boring i spend my mornings in bed, having brunch, drowning myself in books, watching Ben 10 among some other shows and playing Beautiful Katamari which i got for 20 bucks, a real steal if you ask me :) It even comes with a lanyard ! KATAMARI ROCKS TOO ! I sleep at 4am every night and wake up at 1 every afternoon life is routine other than occasional trips outside for a few hours every other day irkkkkkk i hope next week is less boring !

I'm totally a certified relief teacher now MOE says so ! Ok la it did mention provisional but still...... i can totally be your relief teacher now, WATCH OUT ! I also have to go for this try out for a job as a party planner for kids which is super cool, get paid for playing with kids, awesome !

Tomorrow i have cooking class and roller blading but it ends at 6 so i dunno if i can roller blade grrrrrrrr !

NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NAH NA NA NANANA ! NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NAH NA NA NANANA ! NA KATAMARI DAMACY !

2008-08-28T12:07:00.000-07:00

Exams are over ! Strangely it feels a little short of what i imagined i would feel, perhaps it's my knowledge of the impending doom that awaits me, nonetheless it feels awesome !

Met the guys for dinner at TM, Cheston is a stupid old auntie who watches countless chinese dramas TOTALLY LIKE MY MOM, GRANDMOTHER AND LITTLE SISTER i think they'd make awesome friends ! I really hate the chinese voices for the dramas sometimes, it sound so weird.... Since the original dialogue is usually Cantonese. The chinese voices really annoy me especially when i'm trying to sleep IRK ! Especially that show the one with the retarded guy with a bowl haircut that has like quite a few seasons.

Anyway we basically accompanied him to look at all the freaking CD shops in TM, and there are tons of them ! I so want to watch wall.e and the clone wars ! I don't care if the clone wars animation sucks, i just want to see the clones they are totally awesome ! I also need to find sometime to watch my night before Christmas dvd ! AND I NEED NEW CLOTHES AND A LIGHTSABER !

Food science

2008-08-26T10:46:00.000-07:00

Food science is on Thursday ! So doomed ! But it's my last paper ! And hopefully I'll be watching clone wars after that :). The paper today was.... i shan't say anything in case i jinx myself. A WHOLE DAY of studying tomorrow i don't think it's going to happen though i hate studying ! IRK ! Even though it's a nice subject it gets incredibly boring after the 3rd read-through :( GAH ! But I'll dump myself in school tomorrow and hope to achieve some results ! Can't wait for all this crap to be over ! I want to have alot of fun ahhhhhh ! And i need cash ! GRRRRR

2008-08-25T08:09:00.000-07:00

i typed out a full post today but blogger gave me a stupid error and i'm lazy to retype ! Basiclly OB sucks, I should be studying, i Love christams and i'm listening to carols, BSC people ROCK ! Especially Raedict, more fun that crap today :)

2008-08-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

OB was crap today. I walked out of the room feeling optimistic and i was even hoping for a B ! Butttttt as i walked people told me i answered the question wrongly and that applied the wrong theory dammit ! After that i intended to study alone but i bumped into Nicholas, Xiu Zhen her friend Ivan and Sean. Then we studied together haha i realised i should be studying food science instead because i'm not so confident in that !

I also don't know what the hell i'm thinking these few weeks, i think it all the studying ! Makes me super blur i forget stuff like crazy every other moment i'm reciting the characteristics of service or Marslow's theory of needs and i don't focus on anything ! I've been called blur 1000000000 times today by people i know and like those i just met WTH way to go to start an impression Nick good job ! Well done ! Some church folks came up to us to do an interview which helped me like distract myself even more. Sean was just sleeping, walking, sleeping, walking and then studying finally ! His cool down time before studying is super long !

But i'm no better ! I know i should study food science since i was done with intro to HnT but i refused to go home because i was too lazy ! By the time i got my ass around to do it, it was like 5pm peak hour grrrrr. And i did alot oof walking around too ! To BSC room it's so small and at the corner it has this sense so seclusion and security around it, it's abit like a sanctuary because i doubt alot of people know where it is.

Anyway i should be studying but i'm blogging and listening to Christmas carols HAHA i'm hopeless and i have an extremely soft spot for Christmas and it does feel more and more like Christmas nowadays ! With the cold weather and all.

2008-08-23T11:22:00.000-07:00

The month is coming to an end ! That means new pocket money hurrah ! And holidays DOUBLE HURRAH ! I'll need to work, i'm trying to do relief in my old school but we'll see how that goes but maybe i should get a kitchen job... I know i probably should but it might not pay as well and i'll have MUCH less time on my hands. On the other hand it'll be good for me SIGH.... decisions, decisions.

Went to school to study OB today ! I can't do it man i can't possibly torture myself to sit there and study OB i dunno why ! I just can't study OB but i did alittle just now. I can study everything else just not OB. Met Kenneth at about 3 plus and i ended up doing this maths question i miss solving for angles ! It's my favourite part of maths, it's super fun ! But i bet alot of people think i'm crazy for enjoying it :) I rock at it ! And i pawn angle noobs. Geometry rocks ! I also got to wear my detective jacket today because of the crazy rain ^^. My mom bought me another sweater for Japan

It's turquoise haha i don't have the heart to tell her that i don't think it'll look nice on me HAHA.

Why do we call turquoise turquoise ? It's green but it can be seen as blue too personally i think it's blue some people think it's blue too ! But some people claim that it's more green than blue which is crazy ! I think it's a question that has been bugging people for ages, thats why one day some smart guy just called it a new colour so we can all be happy. I think it's one of the questions i'll ask god next time "is turquoise really more green or blue ?" Since i can do what ever i want in heaven i'll just change it to more blue if god tells me otherwise :)

stale

2008-08-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

I'm impervious to any kind of mental or emotional damage today. I was late for my Econs paper after i misread the timetable, first paper first time i'm late for an exam. This doesn't bode well for me...... On the bright side i scored a B+ for Intro course work which is pretty cool and i think a B for OB as well.

After being thrown out of the exam room i went to buy snacks and i bumped into Xiu Zhen, she did the grieving for me haha ! It's kind of scary how i don't feel anything, maybe it's because i'm getting used to life being a bitch , maybe i just don't care any more, or maybe i sub consciously really hate myself so much i constantly do things to sabotage myself....hmmmmm i'm not really sure. I think i sort or care though, i mean i studied !

Went to the ICA building to collect my passport later, i missed my stop twice. Once when i was stoning and a second time because i was reading. I finished Shantaram and i'm reading catch-22 now it's hilarious ! And i was laughing in the train, i think everyone was looking at me haha ! There were 2 bitches who stepped on my foot during that journey with their freaking heels ! PLEASE if you can't walk proper with those shoes don't wear them ! They didn't even apologise ! I totally glared at her for the next few minutes flexing my foot to hopefully drive a point across...Bitch.

Gah ! Anyway i suppose i should start intensive revision on the rest of the subjects after majorly screwing up one, i keep getting so distracted by the most bizzare thoughts. I think i'm going insane.

2008-08-20T10:51:00.000-07:00

HIC !

2008-08-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

I can't stop my hiccups they just keep coming and going ! It's irritating and i hate this feeling ! I started my day at 12 today and i rushed down to Clarke quay in fear of being late for lunch. But i should have known, things never start on time and i woke up earlier for nothing arghhh !

Ok so when i reached the restaurant there was a pig outside getting roasted and i was super hungry because i didn't eat lunch. At first i promised myself i would not drink today, but i broke that promise in the end and gulped down my first glass. I mean the restaurant was called the wine garage you can't go there and not expect to drink something right ? Yeah anyway it was good and i was very happy because i didn't feel anything after the first glass, which was a first for me. So i drank like 2 or 3 more glasses. Unfortunately my ability to take alcohol had not advanced to a stage i would have liked it to be and i was red as a cherry by the time the main course was served :(. The food was awesome ! I had a squid salad in a tomato paste, The giant pig of course and it was served with this spicy/sweet sauce, some side dishes which i will try my best to name and alot of cheese for dessert. But it was pretty cool too i met a few new people, there was this guy who knew how to fold a napkin into a penis, he's hilarious and also met a few chefs from around ! Unfortunately i did not understand what they were speaking about half the time because i was surrounded by french men, some of them were nice enough to speak in English though.

After that i went to TM to meet Raedict for dinner. I couldn't eat anything because i was so bloated and it is a decision i totally regret now because i am starving for swedish meatballs ! GRAHH ! Anyway i was a little tipsy when i met them and a little sleepy too so i did weird things sorry if i creeped any of you out ! I was also forced to carry around hui qi's retarded present of a giant turtle, while she had fun ! Niceeeeee. HAHA anyway happy birthday to you Hui Qi !

This is not the salad but it's very nice too ! Best bacon i have ever tasted in my life EVER ! I love bacon !

well the one on the left i don't really know what it is. It's soft of a baked pasta with some potato on top and it's really good ! The top is crispy and the pasta sauce is great ! Next is the green pea puree sweet and light ! The last one is coleslaw, usually i hate coleslaw but this one was pretty good !

This is the pork ! AND IT IS AMAZING ! I LOVE IT ! ESPECIALLY THE SKIN ! SUPER CRISPY ! Excuse the super bad photography for this dish because i was dying to try it haha !

Cheese is pretty filling !

A little souvenir i got from Brewerks ! They brew their own beer, it's pretty cheap too, this bottle cost me 4 bucks. Yes we have a brewery in Clarke quay and NO i didn't steal it i bought it ! :)

2008-08-17T12:22:00.000-07:00

you know what i noticed ? Everyone spells my name as nic when everyone i knew before spelt it as nick whats up with that ? HAHA. I tried to study today but i failed :( Ok i did for like one hour then i took a 15 min break to read but before i knew it it was 3 hours :/ my d key seems to be screwed up !

I spent alot of time on facebook today too ! The new interface works really well an it's totally sweet ! Please join the cause to save ninjas ! Ninjas are awesome folks :)

2008-08-15T12:06:00.000-07:00

I can't believe how awake i am right now ! I hope i don't destroy my paper tmr ! HELP ME GOD PUT ME TO SLEEP ! It's not funny ! :( All i'm thinking about now is bacon !

Most wanted list

2008-08-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

No school today ! And i stayed home studying for BCS very diligently until i went to meet Grace and gang for dinner :) I also just noticed the new facebook format it rocks ! And blogger changed abit too so did gamespot ! Damn everything is changing !

Strangely it instigated a slew of thoughts in my mind. And i knew i was right, we all have decisions to change who we are at any point of time for better or worse. Our shame, past and fear form the chains around the legs of a changing soul, or perhaps the desire to change. But we should be proud of ourselves and embrace these changes, for they are crafted from battles won and lost and renewed passions.

ANYWAY !

I've created a list of what i want most now IT'S FLIPPIN SWEET !

1) BOSSA NOVA BABY !

I really have to get to this concert and break the curse i'm buying the tickets as soon as i get my pocket money for next month ! Anyone wants to go ? It'll be awesome !

GAMES TONS AND TONS OF GAMES I AM A HUGE GEEK

2) Soul Calibur IV

who's your daddy ?

Vader is in it that justifies purchase for toilet paper ! Also you can customise your character to look just like you and carry a frying pan ! I could like totally edit myself inside and fight a Gordon Ramsay XD COOL SHIT !

3) Gears Of War 2

Chainsaws attached to guns ! CHAINSAWS ! This is going to be so awesomeeee

This part of the list can go on forever so i shall stop here for now....... HAHA

4) NHL on ESPN

This is going to be a long shot since Hockey isn't really a locally popular sport, in fact i only just started watching highlights online :P but Hockey is cool because it's so fast ! It's more intense than football because of the speed and all the slamming around ! The only drawback is that the puck can hardly be seen amidst the scramble sometimes. Sighhhh i shall just live on online video feeds for now :(

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2008-08-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

My heart and soul are undergoing renovations so to speak, it'll be done when it's done :)

Best day for a long while

2008-08-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

You know how people call their bad days "one of those days" ? Well i think bad days are so common for me i'll start adressing good days as "one of those days". So today is one of those days !

I walked out of the LT today and guess who i saw ? Emmanuel Stroobant ! Super lucky ! I hate my CP for not telling us about it AHHHHHH ! No la he's a nice guy but still !!!! AHHHHHHH ! Anyway i was very nervous haha ! But damn cool ! I wanna eat at his restaurant but it's friggin ex, actually the deguastation menu is pretty value for money but Picotin is cheaper ^^. http://www.picotin.com.sg/index.html

After school i took 518 down to novena to meet my mom for dinner ! Finally i got to eat some nice Italian ! ARGHHH it's been ages ! I miss the times where i hang out with my folks all the time and eat good food all the time ! Anyway me, my mom and my older sis were there and they just started talking about everything. My mom thinks i have a girlfriend because i'm always out HAHAHA YEAH.... Makes a good excuse for me to go out randomly though ! Went to a CD shop with my sis after that and i heard a familiar voice playing and i was like "HMMMMM sounds familiar ! It's pretty good too! " And then the store keeper told me it was Olivia Ong and i was like OHHHHHHHH and my sis bought the cd to share with me ! My sister rocks !

So here's what i ate, the photography ain't too good because i forgot to turn on night mode.

Parpadelle in a saffron cream sause

Tiramisu

Vanilla ice cream in espresso NICE !

End of one of those days :{) today was much needed !

2008-08-11T09:12:00.000-07:00

I'm totally engrossed in my book today it's so goodddddd. I have a communication skills presentation tomorrow that i feel like killing myself over, i think i'll screw up big time.

I also came across a crazy thought when i was waiting for 23 ! Ok since buses are so big right ? They reminded me of elephants and i was like hmmmmm maybe they are elephants ! WOW and think about it they fart exhaust fumes and drink petrol ! In fact i think that maybe an evil witch may have turned elephants into buses so that when one day oil prices go so high and everyone is forced to ride a bus she'll turn all the buses back to elephants again and we'll be in the elephants, thus destroying humanity HAHAHA! Ok total nonsense but it's amusing to me haha !

But ok i found a part of the book i'm reading really sad, and it totally spoke to me i shall quote : "One of the reasons why we crave love, and seek it so desperately, is that love is the only cure for loneliness, and shame, and sorrow. But some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths about yourself are so painful that only shame can let you live with them. And some things are just so sad only the soul can do the crying for you. " Yeap when you read this each and everyone of us will have a different interpretation depending on what's going on in our lives right now i won't elaborate my perspective but i love this part ! I hope it speaks to you as it did to me.

Things i say i'll do but never do and more suffering for me YAY ! -_-

2008-08-10T07:41:00.000-07:00

I WANT THIS ! Unfortunately i have a habit of never going for the concerts i want to it's happened twice this year alone and things don't look too bright in the future either sigh...... but i really want this like really. Abit like how much i want MGS4 i think about it everyday and i dreamt about it once i want metal gear so baddddd and the concert too of course :) To those who still can't relate it's like that guy or girl you used to like that sticks in your head and won't get out irritating shit but Metal gear ? It can stay in my head all my life i'd never turn it down EVER ! AH i'm obsessed !

I studied today ! I had this feeling of de ja vu when i was mugging just now felt just like my o's ! All the uncertainty, doubt and that temptation to go home and sleep haha ! I'm really curious about the drinks i've ben studying on did you know vodka is made from potatoes ? And what do Coronas with lime taste like ? I can't wait to find out next year ! Or next chalet or the next time my sister visits a liquor store haha ! And studying food science makes me very hungry and thirsty, it's a really bad idea to study that in a cafe :(

So i was on the bus home and it was super crowded this lady wanted to alight from wayyyyyyy back and she was all "ECUE ME ECUE ME !" and shoved past the crowd. First of all to all you retarded morons, "ECUE ME" or formally known as "EXCUSE ME" is used when someone is blocking your way or if you'd like to capture some attention in a nice way. So here's how it works you say "excuse me" the person realises he/she is in your way and moves aside to allow you to move. If the person doesn't move it could be one of a few reasons : 1) he/she has no space to move 2) Someone is also moving in front of him/her and it would be more convenient for everyone if they left first and 3) he/she didn't hear you. In scenarios 1 and 2 you'd just have to WAIT for Christ's sake how hard is that ? REALLY i mean if the bus is so crowded obviously the bus driver would have enough common sense to make sure everyone who's supposed to alight is off the freaking bus so you should have enough common sense to FUCKING WAIT god...... Ok back to the point, so we're all clear how excuse me works now ! It's a polite indication NOT AN EXCUSE TO RAM YOURSELF THROUGH 30 PEOPLE TO REACH THE EXIT. Welcome to Singapore !

I also went jogging today, after i finished my rounds i was exhausted ! I was seeing things in different colours and i was super dizzy my legs were not responding and i was dripping sweat from my chin ! But it feels good ! An achievement for me ! 10 rounds ! Well done nick ! Try not to screw up tomorrow even though i know i will ! HAHA WHY AM I REFERRING TO MYSELF AS A THIRD PERSON ? I'm going crazy my mind is very unstable right now !

Tuesday is my final presentation i hope i don't destroy my chances of getting a 3+ GPA i'm pretty close......i think, i'm not sure ! How do they calculate these things ? I wonder what my Econs teacher will tell us on monday too. Probably something like "HMMMMM overall you guys did quite well except one group who didn't present ! Shame on you Nicholas ! SEE LA this is what you get for being a stupid moron !" OMG shut up my brain is adding in unnecessary words, i have 0 self esteem right now AHHHHH i'm so screwed for tuesday if things carry on like this ! My self esteem is going on a down hill slope at 34917341648162416 km/hr :( God bless me ! AMEN ! OMG nick you offensive and hypocritical bastard ! SHAME ON YOU !

2008-08-09T10:21:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty hungry right now dinner was abysmal aside from the potatoes (never go to a Kenny Roger's restaurant). I think I'll just make some instant noodles after this. Which reminds me i cooked yesterday ! It didn't really turned out as planned ( I roasted my garlic for too long and destroyed it :P ) But it was still delicious. It's not exactly a feast for the eyes so I'll just let you guys have a peek ! In black and white no less !

don't judge this book by it's cover, it tastes pretty good but the carrots were a terrible idea should have used onions :( STUPID STUPID NICK ALWAYS DOING STUPID THINGS ! TSK !

Haha right but this isn't what i wanna blog about today's national day ! And what better way is there to celebrate national day than to go down to town amidst hordes of people to watch fireworks and experience the Singapore spirit ? Unfortunately most Singaporeans hate rain and large crowds and in the event where these two annoyances are put together, people can get pretty irritable and disgusting. Shouting parents and irritated by passers were everywhere and we even roused a few curses and rambles from the very annoyed guys walking behind us. I don't blame them though we were pretty annoying ! HAHA and besides you're in Singapore you're bound to get TSKed or mumbled at on a Saturday evening !

What was really disturbing were the number of bengs and lians cosplaying and dressing in emo. It's insane, if i were a tourist i would have been under an impression that Singapore's youth was plunging into depression ! It's shocking, and honestly not a very good choice of clothes at all. But this is Singapore ! And I'm beginning to fear what it will become when these emo kids start entering the working force, oh man we are so screwed !

I like my country now ! Well, most of it please make it stay this way ! As a nation founded on the principle of getting things done the cheapest and fastest way ! A nation that question's their government but never goes against it because deep down in our seemingly selfish hearts we love those guys ! Plus we'd never take the chance of letting anyone else screw up our country with a new system ! It's great ! Life is great here for the most part and I'm proud to be here ! It's a society so unique and obnoxious at the same time and it's what's home to me ! It's not perfect but we all need something to laugh at don't we ? So for all of you people complaining about Singapore THINK AGAIN ! Will you really enjoy a better life anywhere else ? And would you be who you are today if it weren't for your country ? It's a great place to be and you know it ! So what I'm trying to say is we should all learn to be grateful to this very special place and also ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

Anyways ! We went to watch the love guru which was insanely stupid with some very crude and sexual humour BUT there was Jessica Alba in it :{D she's super hot as usual. But ANYWAY amidst all that nonsense there was some truth to it "the only way out is in" that's true ! The only way we can truly solve our problems is to understand ourselves, not bad for a craptastic show !

Also I'm addicted to Sid Meier's Civilizations Revolutions i played it till like 6am it's so amazing ! And educational ! History students should really play this !

Check out this trailer it's awesome for 2 reasons, 1) Megan Fox is in it 2) it's freakishly hilarious I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS ! The guy reminds me of myself haha !

2008-08-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

It's been a week and my mind is killing me, so many decisions to make and so many factors to consider it's so overwhelming i almost shoplifted by forgetting to pay for my green tea at cheers. GAH i need a life and a giant whiteboard to organise my freaking thoughts it's all over the place. I'm lost in the Sahara now and i have no idea which direction to go, i hate making decisions it's sooooooo troublesome and distracting.

Some of these choices are seriously trivial like if i should go study or have fun with my friends it's soooooooo hard to choose and i always go against my better judgement and choose the latter. It happens all the time ! I have no idea whats wrong with me ! I know whats good for me and i KNOW whats probably going to happen but i just choose the other way ! Oh wait it just came to me self - discipline, it's about time i force myself. I would never have guessed i'd be repeating my discipline master's words TO MYSELF no less Gah ! I need a mental break if only i could just take out my brain for a couple of days to let it rest :(

I'm also super unlucky nowadays, some guy always happens to dash to the last remaining seat on the bus, my green tea is always not as cold as it should be, rain at retarded times, my phone wakes me when i try to sleep, batman is sold out AGAIN and my glasses broke (thank god for super glue).

Ok i've decided to finally prepare some food tomorrow but weather i'll go through with it remains to be seen wish me luck !

2008-07-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

HEY ! Long time no see ! July 25th was my sister's birthday and the BSC briefing i went to school early because i misread the time ! Sigh.... i tried to call people but noone answered my calls so i decided to stroll around Bedok reservoir it's a super nice place ! Very calm and peaceful, i especially loves the Gazebos around the park it's facing the waterfront so it's really calming ! Anyway this old man was fishing some distance away and i was looking at him for super long ( NO I'M NOT INTERESTED IN OLDER MEN ) he never caught anything UNTILLLLL i walked pass him the the fishing line immediately shook like mad ! And he caught some fish, it was very exciting to see and i wanna try ! But i know the wait for the fish will kill me :( AND SEE I BRING LUCK TO OTHER PEOPLE !

The BSC meeting was super funny ! All we talked about was Yanti haha ! But i had to rush home for my sister's birthday bbq . Unfortunately the rain dismissed the BBQ and there was alot of cooking done in my house ! Thank god for conventional ovens ! I even had a chance to Finally grill a steak ! It was super smokey and my clothes smelt of beef ! It was my first time cooking beef without supervision and i'm super proud it turned out nice ! I made lamb too ! HAHA and it was very nice of my sister to request for my favourite cake for her birthday :) THANK YOU SISTER ! I LOVE BLACKFOREST !!!

Then on sunday i went to Lei Garden at chjimes to eat dinner which was super nice ! it was my first time eating duck tongue and it's really good ! It's texture is alittle like clam tastes abit like it too ! Although i can't imagine how someone could think of eating duck tongues did he like french kiss a duck and go ''OMG THIS WOULD TASTE DELICIOUS IN A SICHUAN SAUSE ! " ? HAHA retarded ! Anyway i saw some cool restaurants at cjimes i'm dying to try !

I was supposed to watch Batman today but we ended up watching x-files which was a MUCH MUCH inferior show ! And i was all geared for batman too ! I wore my new batman shirt my mom bought for me randomly yesterday and i was super touched ! It cost her quite alot and she got it for me my mom rocks too ! Anyway i met these two new people who are Melissa's and Li Juan's friends i can't remember their names but they are cool people :)

duck tongues !!

FCUK BATMAN SHIRT IS ZAI !

OH and i just read that 24 is coming back for a TV-movie series and season 7 OMG ! I love 24 especially season 5 awesomeeeee Jack Bauer rocks ! Does anyone watch 24 ?

2008-07-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

you know what ? i used to have this chinese teacher who pronounced blogging as brogging which is super funny la ! I miss secondary school fun ! haha !

I did my comm skills test today and I AM SO SCREWED FOR SECTION C !!!!! omg i can't believe my tutor didn't cover that topic ! SO SCREWED I SWEAR thank god section A and B were pretty ok !

Went home to nap after that ! Then i went to chinatown to visit the travel agent, I STILL HAVEN'T DECIDED WHERE TO GO ! I want Disneyland but i wanna spend the rest of my time in Hokkaido ! It'll cost like 7000 bucks if i go to Disneyland :( GRRR I DUNNO choices are so hard to make ! FICKLE NICK !

Ok i'm getting lazy so i shall end here DON'T BE GIVIN ME EVILS !

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

IN OTHER WORDSSSSSS I ROCK

2008-07-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

I went to one of my friend's blog today (THATS YOU SHA!) she had this video about regrets which really made me think about my greatest regret......... and my greatest regret isssssssssssssss

TELLING MYSELF CHINESE IS FOR LOSERS AND I CAN'T POSSIBLY KNOW HOW TO WRITE ALL THE CHINESE WORDS WHEN I WAS 4

I still remember this moment like it was yesterday. My teacher just scolded the class for being too noisy and i was like "OMG chinese what the hell so many combinations how will i ever learn them all ? i'm doooooooooomed ! i should jus forget about chinese now !" and thats where it all started my chinese totally dragged me down. In primary school i sucked so much i was pushed down 1 class by p2
cos of my chinese then chinese slowly destroyed me until i was p6 my chinese for PSLE was like band 3 or something and i went to chirst church ! where chinese tortures me even more ! Only this time i managed to get out of it with chinese B ! Sighhhhhh if i didn't tell myself that i would have been able to remain in that stupid top class in primary school then i wouldn't be in CHR and might be like some where else now. But if were to be some where else now i wouldn't be having so much fun, and i would never have met the people i know now, so maybe it isn't that bad :) but sometimes i still wonder what if........

Anyway check out my shades they are awesome got them for 20 bucks at topman, actually i went like a week b4 and it was like 30 but one week later when i went back to check it was 20 and i was like OMG this is a sign that i should buy it !

Me, my shades, my salvation and destroyer

2008-07-19T00:23:00.000-07:00

suddenly i feel like blogging, because i'm quite boredddddd. leaving the house in 15 mins for dinner but nothing to do in the mean time :{D ! Batman was awesome yesterday ! Even though it was the third row from the front :/ . I am so watching it 5000000 times tell me if you guys are watching ! I wanna watch again !

And my mom just told me she'll be dragging us to the museum for the night performence ! She's still having PMS though i swear i hate women they have an excuse to be pissed off every once a month ! WHAT THE HELL DID MEN DO TO DESERVE THIS ? PMS is full of shit ! Travel fair is next week ! Which means i get to choose to go to Hokkaido or Tokyo or not at all, i just flipped through some of my old holiday photos......... I WANNA GO !!!! I was so ugerly la ! i looked like my annoying 9 year old neighbour in those old photos but my sis is super cute ! But she sucks now that she's grown up ! no la just less cute !

I'm so broke this month all the snacks i eat are really killing me and my wallet slowly ! ARGHHHHH there shouldn't be a cheers in TP and in MY SCHOOL ! :( oh and i can't work tmr because projects are destroying my life !

It's not that i don't like you guys, i'm just not a very sociable person got mood swings one VERY seldom am i sociable so yeah don't sad it's just me not you guys lol really, like seriously.

Comm skills is killing me !

2008-07-15T10:06:00.000-07:00

Ok i'm supposed to be doing comm skills now but i need a break seriously ! I have enough of sexual predators ! so frustrating ! I have had enough with the proposals, news articles, BCS which in my book stand for (bull crap studies) AND MOST OF ALL MY STUPID NOSE AGAIN it has been leaking alot and i keep sneezing and sneezing and sneezing and sneezing and sneezing ! OMG !

Anyway i screwed up food science big time ! See la watch tv until so late then don't study ! ERBS ! BUt i think the food identification part was quite ok ! I saw the rasberries and got totally excited and i ate 1 ! And after some consideration i ate another one ! HAHA ! But i squeezed the berry too tight and my second one was a little squashed in my hand so i had to write with my other hand :( OMGGGGGG I'M SO SCREWED !

Also totally exciting news today ! Final fantasy XIII is coming to xbox360 ! HOLY CRAP ! THIS IS SO AWESOME because it means kingdom hearts 3 has about an 80% chance it will also be on xbox and i don't have to spend a fortune getting one ! Now if only Metal gear solid 4 were to come to 360, then all my dreams would come true ! :'{(

2 days to the most awesome day this year

2008-07-14T10:43:00.000-07:00

BATMANNNNNNNN is in 2 days ! which is awesome !

Went to HSS AGM today to support pris and gang but there were very little venoisans :( but still ! It was awesome and we totally did our cheer without anyone running away this time ! I also had my first presentation just now miss Goh says it's good ! HAHA and i have an awesome voice and awesome clothes :{D but my field trip report super lousy :( because it was out of point ! crappppp i have a food science test tomorrow I AM SO SCREWED FOR THAT LA supposed to study tonite but i went AGM instead :P. Oh yeah ! 1j03 students please replace any curse words with the word erbs (inside joke) LOL it will be hilarious now ERB OFF AND STUDY YOU SON OF A ERB
WATCHING BATMAN ON FRIDAY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

ESC PRESIDENT SIA !

Venos @ HSS AGM !

We are awesome people !

WHO ARE YOU CALLING SELF-OBSSESED !?

2008-07-09T09:58:00.000-07:00

hey again, i know i'm very emo nowadays but there are really quite alot of things bothering me and i'm sorry if i offended anyone it's not you, it's me.

By now some of you may know i didn't get into Su which happens to be one of those things giving me a shitty life, i kinda predicted it would happen but i was never really emotionaly prepared for it either. I hope you guys have fun at camp and enjoy your time. I'm just going through something right now and i just need time alone again i don't want to share this because i just don't feel secure enough to pour all my troubles it's not you it's me, i'm just not in a good place right now.

a fucked up day this is getting more and more common

2008-07-06T02:01:00.000-07:00

today is shit seriously i was supposed to go out for lunch and collect my mussels for my food project but my friends all bailed on me at the last min while i patiently waited for their replies. So after receiving no reply what so ever for awhile i decided to screw it and go alone , then it rained , then i stayed at home, then i stepped out of the house, then i received a call telling me mussels were out of stock, then i went home depressed. Then i went back to the computer then i started asking people out, none of them came through i hate my life..... so fucking frustrated right now and to top it all off i can't find a fucking school uniform for tomorrow fuck...... my parents are like going crazy at me again for not double checking my stupid mussels shit and i have nowhere to escape to either i fucking hate my life right now...and you ask me why i don't like to trust people. I'm not angry at any of you beacuse you have your reasons but i'm just very frustrated

comm skills

2008-07-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

OK I HAVE TO SHARE SOMETHING WITH YOU GUYS ! BUT FIRST , SOME BACK GROUND INFO :

as some of you may know last fri i was marked absent from class because i had to go home and take my survey to hand in to him. My comm skills teacher was super pissed with our class because we were super noisy and we had alot of half done work. So after i sat down i like took out some sweets from my bag to entertain myself then i wanted to use the toilet so i was like "Mr darshan ?" and he straight away say NO THANKS LOL ! WTFFFFFF SUPER LOUD then the whole class heard and laughed cos i said "can i go to the toilet after that LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !!!! Anyway he decided to take revenge today BTW i so did not do that on purpose i really needed the toilet !

ok so my grp choose to do a report on sexual predators so for research we posed as an innocent 16 year old girl on a chatroom and this guy added us. and this was the chat log (almost all of it) :
[15:06] Sandra: hi \
[15:06] Nolan.: hi
[15:06] Nolan.: :0
[15:06] Nolan.: **
[15:06] Sandra: i'm from the chatrooms !
[15:06] Nolan.: sweet u horny
[15:07] Sandra: horny ?
[15:07] Nolan.: yea
[15:07] Sandra: what's horny ?
[15:07] Nolan.: do u wanna see me on cam
[15:08] Nolan.: ?
[15:08] Sandra: i can't haha maybe in the future
[15:08] Sandra:
[15:08] Nolan.: do u wanna see my cock
[15:09] Sandra: ummm
[15:09] Sandra: no haha
[15:09] Nolan.: pls
[15:09] Nolan.: u will like
[15:10] Sandra: umm i can't
[15:10] Sandra: i have to go....
[15:10] Nolan.:
[15:10] Sandra: can we talk about something else >?
[15:11] Nolan.: ok
[15:11] Sandra: so where do you stay ?
[15:11] Nolan.: i live in canada u
[15:11] Sandra: i live in singapore
[15:11] Sandra: it's a nice island
[15:12] Nolan.: sweet u single
[15:12] Sandra: yeah i'm single
[15:12] Nolan.: what do u look like hun
[15:12] Sandra: i guess i look like a girl ?
[15:12] Sandra: long black hair
[15:13] Sandra: black eyes

YES I SWEAR TO GOD I AM NOT KIDDING ABOUT THIS
WE CAUGHT A SEXUAL PREDATOR TODAY ! And then darshan walked in at this moment and i was like "OMG WE CAUGHT A SEXUAL PREDATOR !" and he just said why so excited nicholas ? you like this kind of things is it ? and he tried to make me look like a perv what a fucking asshole i mean I JUST CAUGHT A SEXUAL PREDATOR HELLOOOOOO!? WHY WOULDN'T I BE LIKE WTFFFFFF unless you were a sexual predator you would be calm about this la ! yeah so i super hate him now and comm skills is super stupid THE END

Life as it is now

2008-07-02T08:53:00.000-07:00

i skipped comm skills yesterday so my project mates can use me as an excuse for our yet to be completed report :/ BUT i went to sugarloaf to eat with li juan and guess what ? i saw my CP there ! Luckily i was able to hide my face in time and he went away soon enough :) Then i went to presentation and screwed it up big time and after class lijuan ps me :( i hate you ! anyways we decided to join all the school study clubs for fun and see what would happen hahaha ! It's going to be hilarious !

today CHERIE PS ME omg everyone is doing this to me la ! she went to the student lounge with her friend and told me she thought i went yesterday even though she forced me the day before to come today and yes i know the punctuation is horrible don't be giving me evils ! SO anyway i proceeded to ignore her and screwed up the interview too OMGGGG i'm screwing everything in my life ! the questions posed by tat yi were like ARGHHHH ! yeah and i'm not thinking straight at all now i haven't been in days ! OMG i think i must be going crazy and screwing every aspect of my life over !

I also did the apel mission statement today let me share my answers with you !

If I have only 100 days left to live, I would like to do the following things:
spend 98 days with my friends and family doing what ever i want ,sell all my things away to benefit the rest of my family and cry alot ,buy a ticket to the us then kill all the people who i really hate and want to kill , board the plane to the us then go to disney land to spend my last 2 days before dying in front of disney castle during the fireworks show , which would then allow my ghost to roam forever in disneyland :),try to make a potion of immortality

In 5, 20 and 80 years from now, I hope to be surrounded by the most important people in my life. This is who they are and what I plan to be doing:
5 years: my family, my tp friends, secondary school friends and i`m on way to finishing my apprenticeship
20 years: my family , tp friends , secondary school friends , some other people i`ve met by then. I`m having a good time working in a restaurant
80 years: retired ! And enjoying life !

I will be willing to die for:
peace on earth

If I have all the money and time in the world, to do anything I wanted (e.g. I`ve just won 10 millions Singapore dollars in a lucky draw), I would like to do following things:
buy a private island then build a giant castle on the island.,Get a batmobile ,set up a town near the castle so all my friends can stay

If I could spend one day with any person who ever lived, this is who it would be, and what I would ask:
My grand father , i never had much time with him and i would ask him what he thought would have happened if he didn`t leave so early

This is what I feel represents me, and why:
the fool of the tarot. Eager to try new things and brimming with life. And i can be too rash and underestimate certain situations

:{D ! I CAN'T WAIT FOR BATMAN

Random stuff :

MY OUTFIT MATCHES MY BED IS THAT COOL OR WHAT ?

I love this video ! the two kids are freaking cute ! I'M INSANELY HAPPY EVEN THOUGH I'M SUPPOSED TO NOT BE WHAT THE HELL RIGHT ? I'M CRAZY SHIT !

GRACE ! WHEN IS THE DINNER ?

2008-07-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

It's amazing what a childhood superhero can make you feel :{D
I CAN'T FREAKIN WAIT
http://movies.ign.com/articles/884/884876p2.html

the calm before the storm

2008-06-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

today was really relaxing ! since i had finished most of my work i could afford to wake at 1 ! And to make things even better my parents went out ! The house was empty ! AHHHHHH ! I spent the afternoon loafing around, taking pics of myself playing battlefield bad company and the going out for dinner at the study den where i sat there for hours reading heat by Bill Buford which really got me thinking about my future as a would be chef and having worked one day in the kitchen before this book really reassured me you didn't need to know everything on your first day and it's really ok if you couldn't tell the difference between a cooked chicken from a raw one or if you just stood around for awhile looking at people do their work while you had nothing else to do. And it's been so long since i spent the day to really chill out TOTALLY ! i felt so refreshed ! This should be what every weekend should be like ! But like all things in my life nothing ever ends well........ 11.30 my group leader calls :"nick, we have a serious problem. I need you to do the report for impacts of tourism on railay island." SHIT ! suddenly i'm neck deep in serious shit to do for tonight and i've just finished like half the report and i'm taking a break now still typing.. sighhhhh omg i'm starting to think I DON'T DESERVE ANY HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE !!!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYY ! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

HORRIBLE DAY

2008-06-27T10:20:00.000-07:00

When i stepped out of the house this morning i had this feeling of impending doom it was just one of those days you KNOW something horrible will happen. And yeah shit happened. So i was waiting for my bus which i conveniently just missed when i realised i was missing my watch but did i ever stop to think that i should go back to get my watch like my heart so instinctively told me i should ? NOOOOOOOOOOO i went to school ! After lunch Joshua called to remind me to print the stupid assignment which i so conveniently forgot to print ! So i had to cab back and forth costing me about 40 bucks and a hollering from my parents for being irresponsible ( i actually left myself a note on the table to print it and it was right next to my watch ! ) SO if i actually went back to take my watch i would have saved $40 ALL THAT RUNNING ABOUT AND NOT GET SCOLDED BY MY PARENTS :{( yeah !

So when i reached school to hand it in i was super guilty because it was totally my fault the group was ALMOST late for submission. And i was scolded by my commskills teacher for being an irresponsible prick and not doing my outline for my essay with i would have scored an A for if i did :{(

GAH the worst part was after that i was quite emo and i felt VERY guilty and sorry for myself and i bought 2 chocolate bars to gorge myself with while i contemplated on how much of a screw-up i am and i hardly talked during the venos dinner grrrrrrrrr..... But it's ok ! It's a learning experience ! And i'll try to to screw up next time ! I deserved the criticism and punishments but hey ! Why cry about bad weather right ? haha

GRAHHH

2008-06-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

ummmm ok i just typed another post and i have no idea what happened and my whole post went black god really hates me !

Okay anyway to all emo kids and adults
"why cry about bad weather enjoy it ! "
View things in a different perspective and you'll have a ball in life !
the quote is from a disney song which i've yet to discover the title !

Thanks for all who came for the BBQ haha to me it was a failure because the location was kind of off and i had to make alot of last min changes and cut down on alot of stuff SO SORRY ! But it's a learning experience haha

BBQ stuff

2008-06-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

HEY HO ! BBQ stuff.......

where ? : Admiralty crescent at a park opposite block 798
when ? : 21st june at 6.15 onwards
how much ? : $10
who ? : • Cheston
• cherie
• hui qi
• gareth
• lijuan
• melissa
• rayna
• Jaylloyd
• Kok sheng
• Janice
• Kenneth
• Nick cheong
• Fei yong
• Pris
• Cj
• Xiu zhen
• Brandon
• Jia yi
• Xin hui
• Badd
• Zhao pei
Fion
( if your name is not on the list and you still want to come drop me an IM or e-mail :) )

what are we eating ? :

salad with a dressing I'm not totally sure about yet
shrimp with a mango dip ( or you can just eat it without the mango up to you ! )
chicken and pineapple kebabs
Lamb kebabs
Beef kebabs
Pasta ( not sure about this as well probably a tomato base )
Tons of root beer

How do i get there ? 969 from tamp interchange it's 1/2 an hour and 2 stops after the industrial area pass yishun. (you'll pass by some condos 1 stop before alighting)
for MRT alight at admiralty :) i'll be doing one fetching round at 7.15

Do you need any help ?
yes i could ! just tell me you're coming a little earlier especially if you know how to start a fire.

SEE YOU ON SAT !

dum dum dum

2008-06-16T10:26:00.001-07:00

Today was sentosa day with CCM but only 4 freshies turned up and i came late :P My stupid alarm clock has failed me yet again ! Anyway i got to know some of my year 2s nice people ! I think something happened today which i will not blog about due to my recent oath of niceness :). HAHA i know my posts are like very brief but it's just that i'm super lazy ! How i wish there was like a gadget that read my mind and typed out everything for me ! Mindblogging thats what i'd call it , for lazy people like yours truly haha !

Going to the butcher tomorrow to look for BBQ stuffs this is nerve wrecking ! Oh and i have a rekindled obsession with neopets ! HAHAHA like all the childish things :P wait it's not childish la ! It's just reconnecting with your childhood ! Which is what mature people do because they spend so much time being mature they have to do childish things to make them not lose their minds ! So actually childish people are mature people HAHA ! Unless you're a kid HAHAHAHA ! Ok i'm talking nonsense

sigh... just as i was getting in the holiday mood !

2008-06-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

FUCK I JUST BLOGGED AND MY STUPID INTERNET CRASHED. So much for technology...

NOOOOOOOOOO what is this world coming to ?

2008-06-12T12:02:00.000-07:00

ok i've just about had it Germany just lost to some unknown pieace of crap 2-1 ! And Schweinsteiger got a red card ! Haha i know the name is a mouthful but he's a dammn good player ! If only he didn't puch that guy sigh...... even ballack and LEHMANN got yellows like wtf ?! All the underdogs are winning the first rounds :{(

I'm happy though :{) i love my friends ! Who have obediently obliged my every summon most of them haha. Ok so we were just loitering around TM today with an ever expanding party and we went to toys'r'us ! Which happens to be a totally awesome place haha anyway i'm obsessed with hand puppets and i saw a mini batmobile ! My old one was thrown away by my parents when i was like 6 or something so i decided to get it in it's memory ! But things that seem good in my life recently have not lived up to expectations a wrong price tag was on it and it cost me 19.90 which i had no choice but to reject :( i'm sorry batman ! I'll be first in line to watch the dark knight i promise !

After Cheston's humiliating display of para para in the arcade we went down to starbucks to get a drink , because we were so poor we drank poka green tea XD. I KNOW CHEAPSKATES HAHA. Anyway we were talking on and on until suddenly we just all stopped partly because i was pretty tired haha anyway for a moment i truly felt at peace no exam pressure, no demands, no judging eyes upon me and a perfect weather neither too hot nor cold. But what made me feel really good was just being around people who care and i love you guys ! Ok very corny but MOVING ON i have decided to be a better person ! No more gossiping and i'll TRY to be nicer haha maybe my luck will turn for the better then !

OH AND IF ANYONE HAS A PS3 PLEASE TELL ME I BEG OF YOU I'LL TRADE MY XBOX360 WITH YOU FOR AWHILE PLEASEEEEEEEEEE I NEED TO PLAY METAL GEAR SOLID 4 OR I WILL EXPLODE SAVE ME FROM ULTIMATE DOOM !!!!!!!

GAH !

2008-06-09T11:34:00.000-07:00

AHHHH ! Whats wrong with France today ? They totally sucked ! A draw with romania for the runner ups for fifa should be an impossible outcome ! I bet those Romanians are sniggering right now !

project disscusion later :( then dinner with grace , sean and peggy :{D !

2008-06-09T06:28:00.000-07:00

I am extremely bored now mostly because i can't sit my ass down to start on my projects. I managed to squeeze some determination to do some research though , so i'm very proud of that !

bored..bored..so very BORED ! so very bored i'm thinking about watching indiana jones ! But noone wants to watch it :( BOOHOO !

I hate basketball because it's a stupid beng game ! And i'm not tall and i hate PE and NCC which both have basketball activities HATE !

My screen name is invadernick because i LOVE invaderzim it's the greatest cartoon ever and it's awesomely hilarious AND I LOVE GIR TOO invader zim is awesome ! But it was cancelled by season 2 ! WHYYYYYYYYYY ! WHYYYYY ! It's tottaly awesome and FYI nickelodeon sucks for pulling it off the air ! BUT the good news is ...... "As of November 25, 2006 both seasons of Invader Zim are available for download on Xbox LIVE Marketplace.[17] In addition, the majority of the show's episodes are available for download on iTunes.[18]" THANK GOD FOR MY XBOX360 I LOVE YOU TOO !

2008-06-07T10:31:00.000-07:00

I just realised my blog does not have an archive , but maybe that's a good thing ! HAHAHA you know what i mean :P

Friday was super tiring i went to school to return some CDs at like 10AM then i had to rush down to Cheston's place to rendezvous with him. Cheston is an idiot seriously ! we went off on the wrong bus stop and had to walk alot before we reached east coast and there we like waited EVEN longer because he asked Cherie to sleep ! But it's ok haha because i got to see this super pretty girl in mac but like all girls i look upon there is always a catch , she was like sec 3 or 4 probably besides i had no idea who she was. But the fact still remains that i'm CURSED ! Ok for the rest of the events that happened refer to cheston's or cherie's blog because i am too dammn lazy to type everything !

I watched narnia with my folks today ! It was better than the first one and it was pretty good until the stupid lion showed up , then everything went to hell or should i say jesus ? I hate religious references i really do. But it's a biased view and if you're not a total asshole like me you should be able to enjoy the movie :{). Going to watch indiana jones tomorrow ! And eat some of my mom's and little sis's pastry !

OH AND FOR THE BARBERQUE IT WILL BE SET ON THE 21ST AT MY PLACE THERE MIGHT BE A SMALL FEE IF I'M TOO POOR AND DUE TO QUALITY CONCERNS(aka me fucking up) THERE WILL PROBABLY BE ENOUGH FOR ABOUT 30 PEOPLE. HOWEVER IF YOU WANT TO COME YOU STILL MAY WE'LL JUST GET EXTRA PIZZA OR SOMETHING. :{D

Ok here's some photos as requested by Cherie sigh... i miss Grace's mad camera skillz !

A prisoner of scars of old
a fool of blessed tomorrow

raging renewed spirtits of DOOM !

2008-06-05T15:05:00.000-07:00

(since i cannot find this song anywhere you owe it to yourself to listen to this amazing peaice of music )

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE ! And I'm already embracing the return of energy my tests have so ruthlessly drained. OB was a little short of a cakewalk and i can't believe i didn't watch more naruto instead or slugging my way through notes. By the way naruto rocks now seriously it's even better than the first few seasons in my opinion. I feel like disappearing in a puff of smoke where ever i go ! Beyblade sucks (addressed to Cheston :{D ).

Ok i just remembered this awesome game called okami it's so amazingly awesome it made me cry. I'm not kidding it did the ending was soooo touching like when the little guy just went around to help the wolf it was amazing and so heart warming and the final battle was awesome. I love the colour palate in the game i love the music i love everything about this game it is ORGASMIC. Especially the parts where the sakura trees bloom it's magical ! Oh and the howls of victory after every super evil demon's ass you kick. I LOVE OKAMI.

AWESOMENESS

LOL back to my life ! Wednesday , i went to the usual place to study with ken and atikah. LAST DAY ! I was freakishly happy and very anxious about the test the next day having unsuccessfully memorised anything the past few days.Anyway there was this guy called Edwin and he has by far the weirdest hobby i know BUSES.This guy knows every bus number , knows every bus route and absolutely everything there is to know. He's even on the bus before anyone gets on and he can TELL you the licence plate number of the next bus that's coming it's insane but also very useful in case you get hopelessly lost.

TESTS ENDED ON THURSDAY great news ! Went to eat sakae with cherie and cheston. It was insanely expensive for mediocre food and the service was terrible ! I'm not hiring waiters who can't speak English , that's just insane why would their management do that ? my service charge of 8 dollars plus is unjustified ! I'll have like an o level English exam for all my waiters when they come for interviews if i ever own a restaurant next time XD. Can't wait for indiana jones and hopefully Narnia this weekend and I'm about to leave for east coast in a manner of hours ! Which means i have sleep to catch up on ! :{D

2008-06-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

I went to school today !!!!!! For fun and to meet Kenneth and atikah to go eat and study. And i DID study stupid OB is driving me insane with so many things to memorise ! Anyway i also spent some time researching on bbq stuff which made me EXTREMELY hungry so we decided to take a "short" break and went to mensa 2 to eat ! I had the lamb but it was not really good :/
Anyway when we went back something very stupid happened. Ken was talking about something he was reading and i got really curious and ran over but i ran over so quick he only heard footsteps and he totally went AYE WAH WAH WAH ! like i totally scared him with my insane speed ! Ok it's not as funny once i typed it out but you should have seen !
THEN atikah sat next to this freaky kid on the bus who's hands were like trembling and he had that face ! That I'M GONNA KILL ALL THOSE ASSHOLES WHO MADE FUN OF ME FACE ! Eventually i got up and i told atikah how much of a freak he looks like and guess what ? THE FREAK DASHED OFF THE BUS like super fast ! I bet he was like gonna look for a parang to kill Atikah on her way back !
Do i look like a bastard ? they keep saying i have a bastard face which is totally not true la :{( ! We were also discussing how it was impossible for us to imagine where we would be now without venos which was also totally true i think I'd be a totally emo kid with super suicidal tendencies if it went for these awesome people ! I LOVE YOU GUYS !

WITNESS THE POWER OF MY AWESOME NEW PHONE !

2008-06-01T10:57:00.000-07:00

Greetings true believers ! The workload has been taking a toll on me but the good news is that the holidays are just beyond the horizon ! Which means no school , no tutorials , no murderously early mornings and no jammed packed 969s :{D

Anywhos i went to vivo today to get my new phone and we spent nearly 3 hours at the starhub shop. My mom and two sisters also decided to change their phones so they did it all at once , hence the three hours ! Good news is my phone is freakishly cool LG viewty ! I got an awesome free CK watch and......... I GOT 1 YEAR'S FREE SUBSCRIPTION TO SPORTS CHANNELS !!!!!!!!! RAH ! Awesome news.

We also went to this restaurant called wood in vivo which was freakishly awesome as well ! ok i'm not going to say much about it because it makes me drool all i know is I'LL BE BACK FOR SURE ! I also finally got my loafers from pedro today ^^

This week will be pretty relaxed ! Having late/ no school rocks ! Micro econs on wed and OB on thurs ! Then east coast on friday :{D but i wanna watch narnia on friday , my friends have decided to go in pairs and refused to let me go alone singularly :{(

For the month of may i have spent 512 dollars on transport, food , water and miscellaneous items which is not good news or it could be if i can actually convince my parents i devour food like crazy and require a 500/month allowance which i think has only a 60% chance of success :{(

the new watch ! awesome eh ?

New Shoessss

I'll never get used to this

2008-05-27T21:52:00.000-07:00

IN the library now doing my excel project but i'm stuck ! Stupid excel is going to be the death of me. Just went to sugarloaf with kenneth and i had black forest cake ! Which incidentally is my favourite cake EVER. It was super filling and i couldn't even finish what i ordered !

Right now i'm coughing like crazy my throat is killing me ! And now my nose i can't believe this is happening after i JUST had my MC !(#*&!*&*(@. I also have tonnes of work to do and my constant fatigue is not helping this one bit. I have to sleep at least 1/2 hour before i start to even touch my books or i'll just fall asleep on the desk and drool on my books.And believe me when i say I THINK TP IS TRYING TO KILL ME VERY VERY SLOWLY , torturing me with stuffy scorching hallways and then throwing me into the bitter cold library and lecture halls, all while i'm heaving my insanely heavy bag on my soon to be dislocated shoulder OUCH.

I have to leave for lecture soon and i have venos dinner again later ! That should lift my spirits :) assuming i don't cough in their faces ! I hate how the fruits i pick are always destined to never come i swear i'm cursed

Venos/CCM workshop day !

2008-05-24T10:15:00.001-07:00

Ok i realised there are actually not much pictures or i look too stupid in them :) hahaha anyway workshop was awesome fun ! especially the umbrella spinning game it was super cool hahaha it's like getting high on drugs. Night walk was also crazy filled with both scary and hilarious moments ! THANK YOU to all the GLs who organised the workshop ! And to all graduates may smoothe winds guide your sails and never forget the times with venos ! Especially Yee Ping E's GL ! abcdE!E!E!

ANYWAY I WILL SO NOT DO ANOTHER VIDEO BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL LAUGHING AT ME ! I WAS BEING SERIOUS LA ! SERIOUSSSSS LIKE REALLY SERIOUS EVEN THOUGH I LAUGHED ! SERIOUS THE TONE AND EVERYTHING WAS SO SERIOUS YOU ALL LIKE THAT :( ESPECIALLY WEASEL ! BECAUSE AND YOU DIDN'T COME FOR CCM ! and you keep trying to disturb me ! GET OFF MY TAG BOARD ! HAHAHAHA

2008-05-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

OMG ! OMG ! i just realised you know the drawing on the right of my blog skin ? On the bottom left is a dugtrio ! CHEERS !

2008-05-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

HI! !today i shall start by addressing some frequently asked questions especially on the video !

Q: NICK WHY ARE YOU SHAKING !?
A: It's cold in my room :) that is why i also have the sweater on !

Q: NICK ! WHY ARE YOU WEARING A CAP !
A: because i just bought it ! And it's super cool

Q: NICK ! WHY ARE YOU SO HANDSOME ?
A: aww shucks !

Q: Will you be making more videos ?
A: SEE LA ! LAUGH AT ME ! I DUNNO !

ok i hope that answered all your burning questions ! :{D

Ok first off i shall need to remind you guys to vote for certain people i promised or have yet to promise to promote ! So here's the list !

Maybelle : BSC ! (VOTE FOR HER !)
Tracy : BSC !
Cindy : BSC !
Yanti : BSC !
Caleb : BSC !
and Kah Yuen for TPSU !

ok so there you have it !

Anyway school today was dammn funny ! Met at 12 in the library for projects but i was super late ! Sorry ! But we had alot of fun watching crime watch and jericho missile chipmunk hair ^^ HAHAHAHA . So was intro to HnT ! We talked about opening a curry puff factory on Raily Island XD i think the idea rocks ! seriously ! You can customise your own curry puff if u want hair in it or not (inside joke) Miss Goh must have been pissed with us XD

Darshan also told us we fucked up comm skills big time because we ALL did not do the outline which i thought was NOT COMPULSORY ! 10 marks gone ! He must be dammn frustrated with us XD but luckily that was only 15% so we have other things to save our butts ! Oh and we searched for sex predators during comm skills and almost convinced chipmunk to surf porn !

I have also picked up pokemon again recently and it freaking rocks !!! I'm level 12 now ! Super cool ! But i miss the old pokemon shows and kids playing it everywhere i go OH and the pokemon cards hahahaha ! POKEMON ROCKS i can still remember the original 151 pokemon and the days we used to run in the field pretending to be pokemon as kids ! And the glorious Saturday mornings where i used to wake up at 10AM to watch pokemon with my sister AND IT WAS BACK WHEN CHANNEL 5 USED TO AIR CARTOONS so thats like super long time ago. SWEET MEMORIES ! Oh and squirtle is super cute and did you realise ? artichUNO , zapDOS , molTRES ! SEEEEE and abra , kadabra , alakazam ! LOL SO COOL LA abrakadabra XD ! YEAH so if any one of you has a DS and plays pokemon tell me PLSSSSS so we can trade pokemon i need to evolve my kadabra ! But it evolves only on trading :( so tell me ! My graveler also !
Note to self : search team rocket song on youtube later

2008-05-22T00:21:00.000-07:00

my first video blog post ! hope you enjoy it don't laugh ! And upon further reflection MAYBE i wouldn't have done that well for the test if i didn't study that night BUT STILL !

Online Videos by Veoh.com

I'M EXHAUSTED

2008-05-19T10:49:00.000-07:00

This weekend was a nightmare ! I'm completely drained of energy and anxiety and fear is keeping me awake ! Though it's been fun i think it's time to CHIONG LIKE MAD mid sem test in 2 weeks gotta read up especially on the lecs i skipped hahahaha

Anyway on Sun i went over to eat laksa Francois cooked ! It's AWESOME ! omg just talking , writing and thinking about it makes me drool ! GAHHHH ! LAKSA FEVER and he learnt how to make that in prison wth ! Got like super queasy after that because i over ate and i totally felt like puking but then i realised it was just stupid gas that was filling my stomach ! Took care of that with a couple of burps :) OH and i also got back the MBTI results it's a personality test thingy if you payed attention in OB you would know ! Anyway it says i'm a INFP ,introverted feeling with extroverted intuition. Ok the report is like 18 pages long so i won't be putting everything here but the summary is this :
"INFPs typically care deeply about people and values and are curious about new possibilities. they are loyal to the people and causes they care about. they often have warmth, although they do not always display it.
tolerant and open-minded , INFPs adapt to new things as they come. However they strongly defend what is important to them, perhaps surprising others to whom they may not reveal their convictions.
INFPs have little need to impress or dominate others but are persuasive and enthusiastic with people they know well. Since they believe their ideals are what are important, they do not attract much attention. thus others may overlook their contributions, leading them to feel unappreciated and less adequate than they really are.
They often have insights into people and relationships and like to consider what's important in life. they may accomplish many things at the same time. They like working independently and learning all they can about a subject.
INFPs are likely to be most satisfied in a work environment that values what they care about and allows them the flexibility to follow their ideals. Others can count on them to pay attention to what matters for people. "

:) the test results were very accurate and it can Even show you things you were only subconsciously aware of and it really provides an in depth view at your self ! it's 18 pages long la ! It's definitely no Quizzila shit.

Anyway watched made of honour after that with cheston gareth and cherie and i burped in the hilton toilet ! hahaha SHUT UP !

On monday we went to celebrate peggy's bday AND IT WAS SUPER HOT ! The weather is crazy but it was fun ! :{D i was super tired the whole way and my current lifestyle is really taking a toll on me HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEGGY ! And i still haven't watched speed racer !

2008-05-16T11:07:00.000-07:00

I had ajisen ramen for lunch ! It's been ages since i had that haha if only if it was not so expensive their service charges are killing me ! Went to school with a splitting headache on the bus ! And i met carol at the bus 23 queue !

I'm super generous today ! I bought a balloon for 2 dollars and i helped this poor kid trying to pass entrepreneurship class by buying a paper clip heart for 3 dollars , but i have no idea what TP students were doing at Kathib !

Anyway my comm skills tutor is evil ! He gave us lessons 2-4 ON CCN DAY ! When we could be out there having fun and helping the less fortunate ! Instead we're thought how to reference from sources, totally boring ! But i guess it's important......gotta help yourself before you help others HAHAHAHAHA

After school met cheston and cherie to walk around CCN day and buy the tp polo shirt BUT IT WAS OUT OF STOCK :( oh well i'll try another day ! In the end cheston went to play BBall which i totally suck at , so i went to kathib to study ! I have 3 tests next week ! So much for my "clear work schedule" I'll have to mug for the weekend and thank god for vesak day ! Actually thank Buddha for vesak day ! HAHAHA

But good news is after tests i'll be going on a movie spree ! SAMUEL LIEEEEEEEEEEEE canceled today and noone wanted to watch speed racer ! Yet another movie to add to my to be watched list or TBWL !
so here's the list :
1) speed racer ! ( i love the theme song ! it's so catchy !)
2) Indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull
3) Narnia !
4) THE DARK KNIGHT ! OMG I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS ONE I CAN PEE MY PANTS NOW
5) Nim's island
6) re watch lord of the rings extended edition

thats 5 in total ! AND I SWEAR I'LL WATCH THE DARK KNIGHT ON OPENING NIGHT ! I CAN HARDLY WAIT ! BATMAN ROCKS !!!!!!!

Anyway i watched moulin rouge for what must be at the very least 5th time now and it still is an amazing movie ! This is the scene where they try to convice the duke to fund the play it's super funny and it's a cool song !

One pair to rule them all

2008-05-15T10:45:00.000-07:00

The most amazing thing happened today ! This guy came up to me during the economics lecture and told me he found my specs and it was waiting for me at the woodlands interchange ! Hahaha ! I have lost many of my spectacles countless times but i had tremendous luck with this pair and trust me it's not the first time i lost this pair ! THANK YOU REZA ! HAHA my specs are my lucky charm ! It sticks to me like frodo and the ring hahaha ! I feel like rewatching lord of the rings !

speaking of thanks , i have some long over due commendations !

Salmah- Thanks for theaching me how to link ! i hope you didn't puke too much blood !

Gareth- Thanks for putting in the song ! remember the other 2 hahaha

AND SORRY FOR THE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG DELAY FOR THE LINKS BECAUSE I AM JUST SUPER LAZY ! :{D SORRY !
AND SORRY SHALINA FOR NOT LINKING YOU !!! IT JUST SLIPPED MY MIND I SWEAR !! WO BU SHI GU YI DE ! DON'T CRY ! AND I'M SORRY I HAVEN'T GIVEN YOU YOUR PRESENT YET ! I LOVE THE LION ! I NAMED IT STUART AFTER THAT HOT GUY IN ALL YOUR YOUTUBE VIDEOS !

Ok anyway school ended at 1 today which is awesome so i can catch up on some sleep ! Lecture was dammn funny today hahaha i shall not go into details because i might be pulverised by a mutated chimpanzee from outer space on a quest for a certain food item which i will also not speak of :)

Anyways here's the big announcement , my parents are planning another honeymoon for themselves in june which means I CAN HAVE AN AWESOME PARTY AT MY PLACE not IN my place but AROUND my place ! HAHAHA because i'm planning a bbq at the park right next to my place ! The house however is open after the bbq ! Since their plans have not been comfirmed yet i have estimated a 70% chance that they will go for that honeymoon ! So lets hold hands and pray they do ! AMEN !

This invitation will or might be extended to....
1)VENOS !
2)secondary school friends !
3)selected indivisuals !

REMEMBER TO PRAY !

2008-05-13T12:58:00.000-07:00

YES ! i finally found the motivation to do linking ! So TADA ! BE VERY SURPRISED ! Should i have forgotten anyone (which i think i did) tell me haha !

2008-05-13T12:03:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhh ! It's been ages since I last sat down to spend quantity time with my xbox ! So busy nowadays i hardly have time to sleep ! But thank god my work schedule is cleared for awhile and i can enjoy dinner tomorrow !

Today has been a pretty horrible day , my alarm clock has betrayed me yet again and i was scrambling around the house to find my mp3 which to my frustration was in my bag all along AHHHHH ! The worst part was that i was so pissed i tossed my earphones at home :( grrrrrr Butt i saw Badd on the bus however due to certain incidents I will not go into , i shall adress him as butt :{)

Reached school early to finish up my report which i'm pretty proud of ! Went for OB after that but i fell asleep halfway ! Dammn Food logs are gonna be the death of me i spent the whole night yesterday doing up the tables only to find out Mr Kwok uploaded a new template so i had to do it ALL OVER AGAIN ! excel sucks big time !
Comm skills class sucked too i will be having classes on friday , which will probly cripple any hope of me actually enjoying CCN day !

Caught up with victor during lunch who had NO CLASS because he DROPPED out of chinese o levels &%^%!&^#&^! ANYWAY here's what's important ! VICTOR'S GOT A GIRLFRIEND ! HAHAHAHA but i'm super happy for him hahaha he could use some motivation ! OH AND CONGRATS FOR GETTING INTO NAFA !

Reached Mr Kwok's class on the dot ! At 2:00 ! But he still picked on me for the whole tutorial ! He gave us an extention for excel ! But it's only till 5 tomorrow !!!!! Some people thought it was unfair and cursed him in chinese ! Thinking he didn't understand but i think Kwok Bing is a canto name :P OMG those girls are so screwed seriously. Anyway i'm starting to realise that my class is starting to come together in class i applaud some of their efforts to communicate but I still feel very seperated from them and i'm still not sure where i fit in but i'll try !

Went home feeling super pissed about the whole excel issue and the worst thing happened ! I missed my busstop because i didn't press the button at my stop :( Ended up having to walk further home , and I THINK I LOST MY SPECS IN THE BUS ! Because i can't find it anywhere at home AND YES I CHECKED MY BAG !

I've been alittle quiet and aniti social the past few days , i think i miss being the super quiet boy i usually was hahaha i know it's bad but i think i should try to find some balance in myself haha lest i develop alter egos and start talking to myself :{) HAHAHA ! Anyway today's post is pretty boring but it has made me reflect and realise that when bad things happen , it's my fault as much as any others. I should have packed my bag eariler , I should have pressed the bell instead of assuming the bus would stop AND I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN CARE OF MY SPECS !!!!! Ahhh !!!
Anyway it's 3.40 ,now venos dinner later ! And links should be up soon :{D

in search of comedy

2008-05-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

woke up this morning and ahd my favourite 888 NOODLES ! i have no idea what it's really called but i always refer to it as 888 noodles cos i buy it from 888 ! it's dammn good and i love the soup !

And i was doing my nutritient assignment just now where i had to record what i've been eating for the past 7 days and i realised i'm dammn unhealthy ! hahaha always skipping lunch and stuff ! And i finished up all my tutorial work for next week yessssssssss!

Went down to kathib at my old mugging hole to do econs and venos t-shirt design and i saw pelyn tan ! And her family and when i was doing my design pelyn evil little bro PAUL asked me "i thought t-shirt must have neat hand writing one ?" &*%&^%&^*!%$*@%$*&!%$*&!%$&*(%@*$ !!!!!!!!!! SORRY LA COOL PEOPLE HAVE COOL HANDWRITING CAN !
anyway i'm done with the front design not coloured yet ! And it's very cartoony but i'm dammn proud of it ! Reminds me of the old art mugging days hahaha

Went home to finish the colouring but i'm just too lazy ! Ended up watching the office lol super cool show ! And blogging , i feel dammn guilty for not linking you guys but soon ! i promise because it 1 am now and i have to wake up at 6 ! sooooo see ya!

OMGGGGGGG I CAN'T STAND THE FEET AND LEGS ARGHHHHH BUT I CAN"T MAKE THEM LOOK NICE ! I CAN'T ! ok i sound like a freak i'll stop

SEE i'm not THAT scary

opportunity cost

2008-05-10T10:29:00.000-07:00

Grrrr this week is full of choices ! what to eat ? what to buy ? what should i attend ? should i wait ? should i get this ? should i get that ? grrrrr the worst part is my income is very limited this month so i can't do alot :{(

Anyway ! i got my laptop ! hahaha ! it's super cool but abit slow !

i went for drama yesterday because i was waiting for cheston, long story short i don't like ! hahaha i think i'll stick to track or BSC or something when it opens up ! And theres another Nicholas in drama -_- omggggggggg

since i'm on a low income i didn't go with my group to the restaurant for our project which means i'll have to visit a tourist attraction on my own arghhhhh ! I'm such an emo kid ! And i just completed my BCS project which bored me half to death ! you can see form my essay haha it gets from good to more and more cui the longer you read hahaha.

I also went to watch ironman today which was not as good as batman :{) but still pretty cool theres gonna be an avengers movie ! But i would prefer the ultimates the avengers oh and i'm pretty happy they got samuel l jackson to be nick fury thats cool can't wait for batman !

OH AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I NEED TO BLOG ABOUT !!!!!!!! MY CCM WORKSHOP IS GOING TO CLASH WITH VENOS WORKSHOP WHICH IS TOTALLY TRAGIC !!!!! I WANNA GO BOTH !!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

haha and it's been awhile since i was back in the shoes of my past self good old boring sentimental nick :) i feels good to have been back for a few hours hahaha i miss Nicholas

20 questions

2008-05-10T09:48:00.000-07:00

i'm playing 20 questions today as requested by a friend of mine !

1)At what age do you wish to get marry (married)?
not soon but soon

2)Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend? (or in my case girfriend)
i have absolutely no idea

3)Who is the person you trust most?
i hardly trust myself :P err grace !

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
yes and no !

5)If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to live in disney castle and rule over the entire universe

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
sometimes

7)What is your goal for this year?
To have a great time !

8)Do you believe in eternal love ?
yeah i do

9)What feeling do you love most?
when i'm proud of what i do

10) Name 2 songs you listened & never got tired of it.
september,waltz

11)What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
a person with refine, not a smart ass , and who i feel comfortable with

12)List out 5 best friends of yours.
not super close to anyone ! But grace is closest haha , sam and venos(thats alot of people haha) !

13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
no i think i'm negleting some

14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
to be appreciated

15)Who cares for you the most?
family !

16)Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Irvin is a super freak ! (nah she's nice)

17)What have you done to please yourself?
what have i not done to please myself ? hahaha i'm pleased when people around me are pleased

18)IF time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
the time before time

19)Do you love yourself?
yeah pretty much ! i get bad hair days now and then

20)Do you think Nicholas Chen rocks ? yes or YES ! ? (hint: the correct answer is YES !)
YES !

well i'm done with 20 questions !

Instructions : Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all. :D

yay sabo time
1) salmah
2) cherie
3) nick cheong
4) cheston
5) zara kid
6) Jolene
7) yet another jolene :{)
8) Xiu zhen

:{D hohoho

MEATBALLS OF DOOM

2008-05-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

It's 12.37 am and I've just had a bath after yet another awesome evening ! But when i went home my project mate told me they needed only 3 essays the best part was that i asked them to all do 1 each XD. Thank god there were only 4 people in the group so i'll just be compiling all the essays into 2 pages and finish the conclusion ! OMG i need to learn to be more responsible !

This evening was fun ! haha i had dinner with the gang at ikea ! I was super hungry and devoured a plate of pasta soup and chicken wings ! The pasta was bad but everything else was nice hahaha I DID NOT SAY THE PASTA WAS GOOD ! ONLY THE MEATBALLS CKM FRAME ME ONE ! After that we went in to walk about and I saw my dream kitchen ! It'll cost like 3000+ though :P IKEA is a fun place to be hahaha even if you're not shopping for furniture !

And something totally retarded happened this afternoon i went to school thinking my lecture was 3pm and arrived at around 2.15. I sat outside the lecture hall reading my book till about 2.45 when i started to realize that no one was around, then i pulled my timetable out and found out my lecture was 2PM NOT 3PM ! So i walked into the lecture hall with all eyes on me hahaha. I seriously need to be more responsible !
By the way Shantaram is a good book if you're looking for a read ! Moving on.....

I'll be having class from 9- 1 after which i'll be collecting my laptop then going for soccer then going for track ! Dammn busy day tomorrow very sad :(
Also my grand theft auto disk was scratched by my xbox :{( now it can't read and I'm FREAKING SAD but maybe it's a good thing since this will mean i can focus more on school BUT STILL !

I'll also be very broke this month ! since i have to record down everything i spend to submit a report to my parents ! Which will determine the amount of pocket money I'll have for the next 3 years so i can't spend too much or they'll be so pissed off they give me peanuts ! And i can't spend too little or they will give me peanuts ! STRESSSSSSS . OH ! And I'll be going to Tokyo in October ! Disneyland coming soon ! HAHAHA

2008-05-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

I just tried to link a few people but it's hopeless ! i can't link ! HAHAHA i'm just retarded :{D ho! ho! ho !

MADNESS !

2008-04-30T10:07:00.000-07:00

I'll start things off by saying this again I LOVE VENOS ! But ths time FOW and FOC ! All the cool people haha !

Just came back from track try outs but it was pretty boring haha itwas like a physics lesson with alot of running and sweating and i met another Nicholas ! I think there must be like 500000000 Nicholas in tp. Came back from chalet in the morning totally wasted and i skipped all my lectures today ! OMG second week of school only then skip ! And i think i'll be remembered as the first guy who skipped a lecture in my class haha

Chalet was awesome shit ! Seriously. Some things i will NOT go into too much detail because it's super gross shit ( I ESCAPED A KISSING GAME DARE ! ). The people who went on the first day were all foc people except Gareth so i met alot of awesome venosians :{D. Supposed to have nightwalk but we were either too lazy or too scared from story session in the end people started to drink but i was asleep ! I didn't even get to drink the vodka i brought ! when i woke up there was this crazy drunk FOC girl crying and laughing Ryan had to send her back. The best part was she actually came back later haha. Went to school to stone in tutorial and i went to sleep in the libray during lunch. It's such a great place to sleep ! After class went to pick up GTAIV and it's back to chalet !

second night was BBQ night i chopped all the garlic the night before till i cried ! stupid onions ! we had to play the stupid kissing game lots of gross shit happened but i was lucky enough to bail out in time ! After i left all my "luck" went to dexter HAHAHAHAHA. Gossip session then BBQed late into the night ! And i actually operated the pit for the first time ! Then i collapesed on the bed :P

Chalet was super cool met alot of new ppl GLs i never knew existed more venos freshies and some SAF freaks :)

2008-04-19T11:51:00.000-07:00

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v281/invadernick/ this is an album of some of the food i made, not the best food porn but it tastes pretty good enjoy !

slide , crash and drive !

2008-04-19T10:03:00.000-07:00

woke up this morning at 10 am to the sound of pounding metal from renovations downstairs i really hate those people ! Trying to kill me every morning forcing me to wake up so early !

Went to cut my hair in the morning and guess who i saw on the bus ? Hahaha ! Grace :{D they were going to NAFA with joy and victor for their admission test good luck to you guys and may fortune smile upon whichever path you choose ! (OMG i sound like some old feng-shui master !) Met all of them at yishun bus stop you guys look great ! And Sam glad you like your class haha.

My hair is short now and it feels light ! And for the first time in awhile my fringe dosen't sting my eyes when i walk against the wind ! Went to esprit since i had ALOT of spare time and i got a really cool t-shirt for 9 bucks ! And a green polo for 20 still no shorts :{(

Had lunch at colbar a very nice place along portsdown road opposite my cooking school .The place was originally located else where and built right before WW2 i think a famous gathering spot for british officers and soldiers but they shifted here to make way for a highway (hey it rhymes !) the building was made by the same bricks and wood as the original colbar which is really cool but it was abit worn out this place is famous for the curry chicken ! But i'm very stubborn and i ordered fish and chips :P it was ok la but honestly speaking i like my fish n chips better ! But being the idiot i am i forgot to take a picture of the building ! I took the sign though haha

Cooking class today was quite fun and educational ! alot of ingredients i didn't reconise and couldn't pronounce. Today's menu was Middle eastern with the following items.
Pastilla of quail and goat cheese with mechouia and humus

chicken thighs with chermoula, salad of couscous and tomatoes ( I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURE ! OMG MY BRAIN IS ROTTING AWAY SLOWLY !)

strawberry , mango and rose water pastilla

Today's class was also pretty messy and sticky due to the dates haha I finally remembered to bring francois's photos ! Like finally ! So proud of myself :{D Anyways in 2 weeks time we will be having a cooking competition and i need to bring a friend so if anyone's interested tell me ! BTW chef says i can't bring CCM students haha he says it's cheating ! Anyway i think i'll lose cheat or no cheat so come ! just for fun help me chop stuff haha. And i didn't finish my champagene again can't take it ! i'll get super drowsy if i finish the glass haha.

underage drinking ? what drinking ? i'm tasting !

After that i RUSHED down to vivo to meet venos but it turns out i was there super early and i just shopped around till 7 plus -_- i found all the stuff i wanted to buy for school just now unfortunately i've already gotten everything ! arghhhhh life sucks ! you can never find what you want ! and when you buy something else it starts to pop up everywhere ! OMGGGGG found nice shades at river island though still considering haha.

When VENOS finally came we went outside to eat although i was already full from class haha some of us went to watch this FOC dude perform then some stayed. In the end we played truth or dare which was super funny haha i kena slapped in the ass ! And there were retarded NYP ppl cheering ! Obviously TP cheered back and we totally served them their asses ! After that went back home and here i am ! Anyways i got new cheer for venos !

It's ok !
It's alright !
dosen't matter right or wrong !
all we need is each other !
Venos ! Venos ! All forever !

:{D

lol in closing , it's all cool just relax and chill forgive and forget ! (i'm very good at the forgetting part) AND AND AND if anyone wants to join me for class next next week help me chop stuff tell me ! gotta end hear tmr i have to sweep wood (direct translation from chinese) gotta wake up dammn early :{( nuts..........

Dragonboats , orientation and STV

2008-04-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

First off , apologies to those who gave me link requests ! I'd do it if i had any idea haha

My irregular updates have caused much frustration and dare i say, anxiety to some people haha apologies for that as well , although thats not likely to change anytime soon :{D

The past week was my orientation into Temasek poly. My initial impressions of orientations have always been sweaty, smelly and wierdos huddled together doing "team building activities" and eating the occasional abysmal meal. Not much has changed this time except this was actually pretty fun ! Despite the stench of sweat drenched in wet clothes.

Here's a quick run down of the events in the 3 days

Day 1- whining and complaining
greeted by seniors who i was almost sure were high on coke
the silent and awkward cheers
flag design (i did the flames :{D)
ice breaking games (somewhat sucessful)
trekking around outside school (not very interesting haha)
OMG I'M FINALLY GOING HOME

Day 2- whining and complaining
greeted by seniors high on coke
sign language songs (i actually felt mute when i was doing it 0o)
MASS DANCE ! (this is awesome fun)
Rain !
More team games ( more fun now )
performance night and dancing (stressful)
time to go home ? awwwww

Day 3- smiley and hyperactive
WET GAMES !
getting drenched in sweat and water and having tons of fun !
get dry for lunch
get wet again !
Final clash (grrrrrrrrrrr so close !)
Awesome people get most spirtied award :{)
Dinner at CPF building ! (got chased away by security guard XD
Dinner at the stadium and more games !
OMG i'm going to miss the last bus home !

Thats pretty much my orientation very vague i know but you know me haha lazy, lazy son of a bitch.

Here some of the people i got to know ! Not all of them but some i have things to talk about.

Gareth - wierdo ! get some proper sleep will you ?

Cheston - Slow and steady wins the race ! Start talking about interesting things aye ?

Nicholas Cheong - sometimes he's also priscilla (wears saggy bra and 40 cent for 10 underwear so CHIO !)

Jel (dammit ! i spelt this wrongly the first time !) - Nice guy ! Thanks for submitting that form for me ! ( Billy's friend too haha small world)

Priscilla - sometimes she's Nicholas Cheong haha goes offline automatically at 12.10 and she knows Samuel lie ! Haha really small world !

Natalie - nice girl ! stop working and come online ! Missing out on alot haha

Beverly - life's ambition is to be a tai tai. SPEAK UP SNOW WHITE !

Jia ying - Haha band geek !

Carmen - i almost forgot i was talking to a senior last night haha ! we share a similar fashion sense

There's an outing this satarday to sentosa but since i have class i'll only be able to rush down after 6 so enjoy yourselves guys ! I'll be there on thursday though :)

2008-03-23T11:47:00.000-07:00

phew ! I just finished preparing the toppings and sause for my cod tomorrow, since i was really lazy i just took this recepie from lunch just now XD. So yeah i had lunch at Valerie's house today and i was late because i overslept XD ! Fortunately i could still contribute to the lunch even though they did most of the dirty work aka (chopping skinning peeling) so all i had to do was cook the chicken and make the sause which we screwed up even though i had no idea why ! The stupid thing was just not reducing ! We managed to come up with another sauce on time so crisis adverted ! After lunch i was soaked by water guns and and a taste for vengence so i hopped into the pool and returned the favour to Francois and his friend while Mervlyn just sat there and took photos -_- . But all in all lunch turned out pretty good and we passed his test :{D. After that i went to turf city with Mervlyn to buy groceries for more cod i'll be serving later in school :{D .

Next week seems pretty empty but i have a feeling things are gonna go haywire -_- school lunch today dinner with val and merv tomorrow and cooking class on saturday ! More loitering to do sigh........ does anyone know any more funny books ? Those seem to be able to hold my attention better. And in closing Thanks Valerie for letting us trash your kitchen and for the brilliant cookbook and Mervlyn for the ride and also HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCOIS ! And to answer your question Grace , sear roasted cod with horseradish aioli and lemon-zest breadcrumbs

10,000 BS

2008-03-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

I still have 12 days to go before the giant payoff. My schedule for the past week has been loitering and more loitering while this has enabled me to catch up on alot of reading and movies ( i watched 10,000 BC, August Rush, Spiderwick, and horton ) It has reminded me once again of my almost non-existant social life apart from a few days when i was at Grace's place. I have also been really prove to fits of rage recently -_- i'm just sooooooo pissed off these days. The past week or so has been uneventful for the most part and it's been boring the hell out of me luckily my weekend and friday is packed with church*yikes* , food hunting and cooking and hopefully ALOT of chocolate for dessert :{D Yep this sunday i'll be cooking with some of my mates for Francois my teacher and his kid so good luck to me for that. As far as next week is concerned Lunch on tuesday and it's a maybe i'll be back in school to deliver some long overdue teacher's day presents......ok very long over due !

As you can probly tell from the blog title 10,000 BC is a bunch of fucking bullcrap watch the other 3 shows though they were pretty good especially August and Horton.

2008-03-05T11:29:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Sean, Nadeen and Joy ! today's dinner would have been more fun if i didn't have a leaking nose but it was still fun ! this afternoon i finally found a site to watch prison break season3 unfortunately i had to stop after 1 episode because i was late to meet Felicia -_- . Went to buy Sean's chocolates because i had no idea what to buy, bought Joy a maple card which she really liked and i bought Nadeen Maxim ! Avril was on the cover which was really hot btw. My grandma's coming home tomorrow which is pretty cool the maid is coming next week and i have no money ! Thanks to the good folks at EA i blew my last pay cheqe on Burnout paradise and Army of Two :( i still need 40 bucks for the earth wind and fire experience at mosaic music fest ! My body isn't kind to me either can't work because i'm sick and no work = no money :( i'm trying to go to work more often but next week is starting to get packed.
Mon: Internship at flutes at the fort
Tues: dinner with cooking class
Wed-fri : still ok but i got a bad feeling
sat: cooking class and Mrs loh's baby shower (which i think i can't go)
sun: probly spending time with family

sigh life is so unkind and i'm still waiting for my poly letter ! I also need a new bag and shorts and maybe 1 or 2 more t-shirts !

HOHOHO :{D

2008-03-01T08:38:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO ! welcome once again to my ever changing ever updating blog ! And believe it or not it's already march ! This week has actually turned out to be pretty awesome for several reasons one of which is that METAL GEAR SOLID 4 IS OFFICIALLY RELEASING 12TH JUNE 2008 ! And the best part ? SIMULTANEOUS WORLD WIDE RELEASE !

Anyway i cooked dinner for some folks on Friday ! They didn't really like the avocado but scoffed down the rest of my poorly prepared meal :P only the appetiser managed to go as planned i forgot to get meat for my pasta and as it turns out grape fruit is way too sour for tart. But I'm glad they still liked it ! After dinner i spent my night cleaning up the kitchen to meet my mom's crazy standards she refused to let me out of the kitchen till there wasn't a single spot on the floor, kitchen table, dishes and pots. That was after you guys went home so you didn't see me redecorating the friggin kitchen it looks brand new now. Check out pictures here ! http://gravitysnotion.livejournal.com/11524.html#cutid1

On Thursday i went out to buy ingredients with Grace she asked me if i needed the basil but i could have sworn i saw a pack in the fridge the day before so it's not really my fault that i forgot ! Not totally anyway saw Jian Jie and he joined us for lunch it's been a really long time since i last saw him or any other mates besides the 9 of us :( After that went to grace's house to watch hairspray and stayed till late having fun !

wed - work

Tuesday - work

Monday - went to eat at flutes with mervlyn and Valarie the food was great ! we had smoked salmon, froi gras , crab soup , some lamb and a delicious desert platter ! Thanks again for treating me it was a great dinner ! Hopefully we won't screw up when we cook for Francois and if we do we should just order MacDonald's for him

Today i woke up with a painful headache and a dripping nose had to wake up early to buy lunch for my little sister. Braving the chilling winds i set out on the quest for 2 packets of zha wanton mee ! and then i slept awhile more and realised i was going to be late for class ! but it was a good thing i didn't miss anything i made chocolate mousse today it was delicious but i didn't really have an appetite and Alsatian tart which is basically an apple tart :)

In other news, MY APPEAL WAS A SUCESS ! SO LONG CHEMISTRY ! THANK THE GODS ! and of course METAL GEAR SOLID 4 12TH JUNE ! And also check out this game it's awesome http://www.battlefield-heroes.com/video Thats all for the week and if you're wondering how to check your appeal results log on to http://www.polytechnic.edu.sg/jaeappeal2008/ and results are at the bottom of the page good luck to all of you ! And i hope you'll be as happy as i am !
Your JAE Appeal result is: T18 Culinary & Catering Management :{D

heh

2008-02-17T08:54:00.000-08:00

today's pretty crazy first off i woke in the morning to visit my grandmother who's in SGH for her lung infection she looks like she's recovering but you never know what happens ! My bitch of a sis took it out on me at the hospital but who the hell cares ? As long as i have ninjagear (my ds) i'll be fine. next i went to look for the gang at the botanical gardens for a picnic it was over quickly mostly because i came late but it didn't look like i missed much ! i was supposed to meet victor later but that guy pang seh me and after a long series of bus rides to my aunt's house and to 888 and then walking back home slowly i'm at the com table ! Pretty sad actually i'm hungry and there's nothing in the fridge and i can't seem to download my themes for some reason.

After not updating for so long lots of stuff happened i can tell you i failed some of my new year resolutions and it's only feb ! on the bright side i did complete some. One of which is the new job i got it's pretty good pay but my boss scares the hell out of me ! Here's the floor plan

green- me the poor waiter
red - crazy ass boss this guy has a serious anger problem he has a scary face 24/7 and lives up to the look too ! he's staring down our backs everyday watching our every move waiting for us to fuck up..... you can only imagine the tremendous pressure i go through at every table !

black- this guy comes every other day all he does is point at what he wants and sits at the table staring at the tv he ain't mute either i saw him on the phone ,he has the serial killer look !

orange- this is the nice guy he comes practiclly every day and listens to his ipod and drinks beer till we close ,i smile at him he smiles back he's a great guy even stuck up for me once ! IN YOUR FACE CRAZY ASS FREAK ! too bad he's moving away now i'll have noone to cover me :(

blue- nice couple comes every so often with a bottle of wine they know i'm new and stuff and they check on me sometimes :)

yellow - puple's buddy spilled wine on me while trying to imitate elvis very dangerous !

purple - the guy who come's everyday to hit on the waitress thank god yellow dosen't always tag along

so as you can see my job's pretty creepy and if you're wondering this isn't what local customers do you're right they are all ang mohs some nice some nasty and the nasty ones are a real bitch ! My co-workers are all foreign which makes communication alittle hard and it makes us pretty distant too i usually have noone to talk to when i get shit whacked at me it's actually been pretty stressful with so much on my mind all the time especially with my posting results due , it's really demoralising but i guess i've also learned to deal with problems by myself and become more confident and less dependent on others my advice to anyone with a problem ? Things won't seem as bad if you stop talking about it and when you make mistake there's no such thing as a failure only consequence i guess working can really give you a different view on things ! i have this week off ! Bt my schedule is pretty empty lol

posting results are out on tuesday 8am ! i'm having my phone placed under my pillow lol i can't wait to know my results it's driving me crazy ! i'm hoping for the best though i can't honestly say i'm prepared for the worst i really wanna get into the culinary management course i'll just be hopeful :)

By the way i'm totally hooked on advance wars days of ruin it's awesome ! But it can get really hard !
http://www.gamespot.com/ds/strategy/advancewarsdaysofruin/index.html?tag=topten;all;title;8
If you ask me i think this one's way better than the previous advance wars plus it has a pretty gripping story to boot !

Final laff ! you'll only get it if you get it ! peace out !

LOL- randomness

2008-01-19T10:18:00.000-08:00

i didn't update :{D yeah ! because of my job i am often so exhausted and lazy to blog it's really hard ! But since i have nothing to do tonight i will some of the stuff i blog abt won't be in chronlogical order the post probly won't be of a high quality because i'm seriously lazy now lol.

Today i went to a bbq with victor it was pretty boring but it had inspired me to make my own marinade which i will if anyone lets me on the the next bbq :) then i went to buy basil to cook some pasta but when i got home my mom said she'd kill me cuz i don't clean up good so i ended up not cooking :( oh and iwoke at 4pm today it's 2am now and i feel awake bottom line i'm so fucked at work today.

avp2 was bad it was horrible seriously don't watch it. It's like a doughnut without toppings it sucks i can't believe there's going to be a sequel i so regret not watching 3:10 to yuma instead.

work so far is pretty ok i got a 50 cent raise and i have cool privlages so if you ever need stuff frm the airport i could totally get 20% off stuff i saw one of my co-workers today WTF is she doing at cwp ? i'll ask her later lol i forgot her name Heros season 2 is out on tuesday ! My results on friday OMFG ! i'm half nervous half excited lol rambo opens on thurs wait friday ! DOH !

never try coffe bean cakes they totally suck

talking to strangers helps boost self confidence if you don't talk to a total freak that is.

i'm really tired after work ! and when i'm not working i'm sleeping or thinking of not working.

they were filming some show at t3 i was christopher lee that dude who got arrested for drink driving not the funny guy the other one ! more serious one not the totally serious one either the less serious not so funny guy yeah thats the one.

i'm not really concntrating my thoughts are all over the place so my post is haywire

i killed at big daddy on bioshock on hard ! yesssssss

i burnt myself less and i started working at the cashier instead of that other death machine of coffe making stem spewing thingy.

i wanna watch dan in real life , 3:10 to yuma and the darjeeling limited and rambo

errrrrr
errrrrrrrrr
errrrrrrrrrrr

The End

oh and i also make a kick ass steak !

a brief interval

2008-01-08T11:25:00.000-08:00

So i decided to do 3 posts this week to make up for last week and i'm doing it :{D.

First off i had cooking class on saturday which was great i cried alot due to all that onion chopping which till this day i am still unable to proply dice.... but i'll get better with practice . My fingernail is chipped from my mediocre knife skills and now resembles a cougar's scratching post those kinves are very sharp ! I deboned a chicken which i was very proud of and cooked soup and baked some chicken. the chicken was amazing but i didn't like the soup much it had zuchhini in it which i really hate ! The place is in a really rural part of singapore and it seemed as if i took a time travelling cab here. The roads were worn out and lots of old trees bordering the path with houses i could have sworn were built when dear Raffles came to visit , they even had the tyre swing and half naked children playing football it was very British Kampong like or colonial if you must the taxi fare however was very reassuring of the present. The chef there offered me a job as his apprentice when i was eating my chicken. Naturally i agreed :{) but i'm still waiting for a call and the impending judgment my parents will have on me.

I totally skipped work for that week my manager wasn't too happy about it but i sure as hell wasn't sharing a same opinion spent my free days souting for a job and went for an interview at Harris only to be late because sean was..... we went there and talked on our way about our school carnival ideas which were pretty interesting i don't mind carrying them out but thats yet to be decided. the receptionist handed us a couple of typical recruiting forms which had really grow to be a chore to me. one of those questions was "do you have any special abilities attained from courses ?" which i read out loud i thought of my coffe aking classes my stupid job required and i said out loud again "well i can make coffe." the lady beside us laughed but at least i made someone's day lol.I think the interview went pretty well in my opinion the interviewer was friendly and even reconised the cooking classes i took ! well she might have detected a sense of bullshit when i gave her my "why i would like to work for a bookstore speech" which was as i now realise a tad bit of bullcrap. Anyway went to another interview for zara at sean's request and yet another stupid form greeted me i was reluctant at first but i still gave it a go anyway the interview this time was quite boring i was really more interested in what i was going to have for luch, in short i don't think i'll hear from them great filled another form for nothing ! Later we met Felicia and went to town where sean went to interview for a position at esprit which he never got and lucky for me i was never intending to fill another goddammn form that day.

Next day we went to Felicia's to spend the day watching some movies until her dvd player cocked up in the middle of american pie :{( which was pretty lucky since her mom came home soon after we parted at around five and me and sean went to IKEA it was a pretty cool way to spend a boring day actually i was taking a look at the stuff i could get for my room.I was gonna post pics of my room for suggestions but it looks like a couple of gorillas ransacked the place so i'll leave that till later lol. The meatball were fucking amazing and I instantly fell in love with it it was even more beautiful than the first time my 360's green lights lit up with life ! (well almost, but close !) anyway got a bin and a griddle pan ! Finally ! but to my dissapointment it can't fit into my oven you can imagine how depressed i felt after that. We also accidently stole batteries from IKEA since it was underneath everything we didn't realise until we returned the trolley lol.

Also happy birthday Carmen ! well it's over by a few mins but still.....

Scheiße !

2008-01-06T05:32:00.000-08:00

2 and a half hours to dead line ! And i have made it ! hurray ! As you can see i changed my blog skin credits to victor which did some stuff to it.:{D

i'm kinda sleepy and tired now though so i'll edit the post sometime again promise ! Oh and those coming for the sleepover i got a few shows to watch :
resident evil : extinction
the kingdom
superbad ROFL
american pie beta house ok-ok la
Good luck chuck
and heard break kid

i'll try to get knocked up but no promises and yeah i'll get some scary shit too.
sleepover is on the 12th i'll be home say..... 7 15 ? yeah a little late but sorry i have class. Bring your toothbrush and stuff and as far as booze goes yeah high probability people going so far are :
Felicia
Derek
Daniel
Sean
and Nadeen Abu :{D

Cheers ! (i'll do 3 posts next week alright ? sounds fair ? wait who cares wha you think ?!)

The new year hurray !

2008-01-01T08:55:00.000-08:00

It's been another while again but nothing much has changed. My room is still being mistaken for a Garang Guni loft , my sister still annoys me on a regular basis and old man jesus has yet to visit our humble little planet. I know you guys are probly gonna go "now he's gonna promise to keep updating again and come back 4 months later rambling about how he's gonna update more often ...... great" Yes again i am sorry i'll try to update like twice a week i'll put it on my new year's resolutions i swear ! Anyway... lots of stuff happened past couple of days so i think it'll be a pretty long post try not to kill yourself on the way and i'll try to make this entertaining :{)

okay new year's eve started at about 12 pm for me went to meet felicia and derrick to watch I Am Legend. After a frantic effort to be 15 mins early to mend my loose glasses i was greeted by a call from felicia 10 mins before time. So i had to watch the show with my spectacle nose pads covering my nostrils dammn plactic pads ! It was a pretty cool movie depending on what you expect from it if you're into zombie romps then you're out of luck the trailer is extremely misleading and gave a totally wrong impression of what the movie was like. It was sort of a cast away/lost kinda show only he's stranded in a deserted new york city with vampires around. After that i went to tighten those god dammn pads and i can breathe through my nose again !

Later on i took a bus to my cousin's new place. I popped 55 cents into the coin bin for my fair only to be physically halted by an old wrinkly hand which was stronger than it looks ! the bus driver or the redundantly renamed title , bus "captain" met my eyes with the fury of a gibbon who had his balls just cut off "Excuse me are you a student ?" instead of feeling shocked or the least bit offended i was rather pleased to be mistaken for an adult ^^ i pulled out my student pass and the bus "captain" took a good look at it. Refusing to accept to defeat and surrender his "captain's" ego he asked for my IC i pulled it out as well and spent a dammn near 5 mins comparing the two like they were diamonds and finally, returned me the cards with a look as if Jack Sparrow had just demoted him to deckswabber. As sorry as i felt for him ,it took nearly an hour and a half to reach since it circled ALL the industrial areas on the way and a confused auntie MUST ask for directions on THIS particular bus on THIS particular day ! poor driver but more importantly poor me :{( I was greeted by the less than happy faces of my mom clearly annoyed that the last member to attend the party was from our family and after so many years of being one of the first too ! :P

The house was amazing two stories of grey stone and metal standing majesticly before me i could see the rather jealous face of my dad but i just kept quiet. Many "Wah ! Nicholas grow so tall aredy ar ?" and "Aye Nicholas got girlfriend anot?" talk soon ensued to each i felt pretty intimidated by for some reason. After that i just sat by quitely passing the time trying to understand the hokkien going and i was pretty sure they were gossiping about me right in my face ! I also realised i was now taller than my cousin ! After being outgrown by her for as long as i could remeber , i was finally granted some satisfaction :{) ironiclly she was wearing a shirt with taller written on the back :{D HAHA ! TOUGH LUCK CUZ MAYBE NEXT TIME.....OR NOT !HAHAHAA!

At abount 9.30 i set off to the yaught club to rendevous with my pals, but guessed who tagged along ? My other cousin THE WRETCHED GIGGLY ACCENTY STICK OF ANNOYANCE GOD ! Have you heard a bee buzzing at your ear ? ok now imagine there were two , done ? ok now without reaching out to grab your suicide pills, multiply that by a thousand and then throw in Hanna Montanna . That my friends is how it would sound like with her babbling at the back with my equally annoying sister only this time you replace Hanna Montanna with Magret from Phua Chu Kang in the equation. Thankfully i have the wonders of my mp3 players at my disposal and i managed to get some rest before reaching the club.

Once i reached i stumbled around like a lost tourist until i remembered where the pier was AHA ! that's the word ! i was fumbling last night on the phone like and idiot repeating "the" constantly while fising for the word pier which has not come to me till about 30 seconds ago. So i met these new guys that joined us one of them happens to be named Robin so you could imagine how excited i was when i saw the orgasmatic new batman trailer just now, not excited in a sexual way but more like hey you're the first robin i know who ISN'T wearing tights ! it was not till later i realised his name was spelt rawbean not Robin dang ! So we played a 007 drinking game thank god i drank only a few drops and coke or i woulld have entered the new year totally stoned... In a nutshell we celebrated with flares after that and loud honks that would have made malaysia believe we were back to rearing donkeys again.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

I woke up the next day totally relaxed and fresh until I realised I had to work tomorrow :{( God i hate my job. Determined to change my fate of being a totally absent minded coffe boy i decided to pursue another carrer ! As a waiter ! wow really big difference huh ? actually it is i'd get paid more and i won't have to wear thae HIDEIOUS t-shirt anymore it looks like someone puked coffe on me and i tried to clean it with bleach ! So i skipped down to Tanjong Pagar my old house :{) to the restraunt for an interview and hey ! guess what ? it's closed for the new year HURRAY FOR THE NEW YEAR !! yeah right..... But i guess it was a blessing in disguise i got to roam around my old living area and catch a few glipses from my childhood believe in or not i was in a menthodist pre school ! and it still had those stairs that spiraled up to darkness, there wernt any lights by the stairs after the third floor :{( . I also stumbled upon a modest looking korean barber they had 1 customer and every one was crowding around her like zombies around some fresh blood. So because i was so brave and reallly quite bored i decided to save the poor woman and entered the barber it had free consultation ! a couple ladies then attended to me one auntie and a fine looking lady the auntie then asked "Can i help you?" i asked for a consultation session and she mumbled something in korean to the lady hey ! she really is korean ! she pulled out a huge catalogue of hairdo's and suggested withones would be good in korean and the poor auntie had to translate everything to me after letting me browse through the hair bible i left the barber slightly guilty i had them do so much hard work for me but maybe i will cut my hair there some day once it grows longer :{) it was still only 2 oclock ! >.<

Deciding to finally collect my jeans, i left for Orchard and headed straight for kino i love that place ! i spend hours there gathering tons of books and read 10 pages of one of them then decided not to buy any but something about gathering those books just apppeal to me i did buy some however during my last visit in an attempt to elude boredom and constant nagging at home. I spent most of my time there today however looking at cookbooks dammn things cost a forutne ! so i had to make a mental note of the good stuff my dammn camera phone is fucked ! After that i went to visit Daniel for a hopeful chat but i never stook around i'd be pissed if i saw my employee talking around ! Ater being bored half to death i managed to catch the train home just in time to convice myself to blog and do this......................................> ok now look down

MY NEW YEAR RESOULTIONS

1) update my blog at least twice a week
2) redecorate my room (i still have my primary school drawing pinned up on the wall WTF)
3) Grow up and grow a pair
4) drink milk
5) spend less
6) remember to tell my parents i love them (even if i don't mean it sometimes)
7) get another job and quit working for coffe bean :{D
8) cook twice a week
9) TRY to be nicer to my sister
10) talk to people and make more friends

I've made my list have you ?

very bored now !

2007-10-13T00:51:00.000-07:00

Saturday my parents are out and i'm alone at home was very happy till i realised got nth to do all........went out to buy ingredients and bumped into sam on his way to tuition......very bored now so tired of studying and doing tys but alas no choice....i gotta work on lit and humanities soon of i'll die ! my math and science are doing fine oh yeah art sucks too ! i can't draw for nuts ! yesterday went to pastamania to eat with the gang, ran into Grace's mom in bossini she happened a discount card so i had 30% off my sweater :D and at night i heard my sis do stupid things.......again.

*after painting nails*
girl: mummy where's the towel ?
mom: y u wanna bathe ar ?!
girl: yeah
mom: YOU CRAZY AR ?! JUST FINISH PAINTING WANT TO BATHE ? CRAZY GIRL LA YOU ! DO THINGS USE BUTT TO THINK !
ME(FROM safety of my room): hur hur hur !

she can be such an idiot sometimes but it's good entertainment XD

sketches &^*^%^ I LOST !

2007-10-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

I LOST !

return of my blog :D

2007-10-04T08:50:00.000-07:00

As previous patrons may know my former blog has been defiled by a incolent pig little sister i have eaten her up so it won't happen again anytime soon :D (kidding i'd still be eating her now if i started 2 months ago).

My 'o's are almost here and i'm studying like crazy ! kind of.... i take the nights off :D. Went to the cafe today and saw siulong, sara, chang hong, simon and emily didn't join them though it gets distracting when i study with familiars MUST CONCENTRATE ! i did 2 chem papers today almost died but it was a suprise because i actually knew how to do some questions ! these few chem lessons really helped me out :D even though it was really noisy and i lost faith in the lesson midway, as i looked around and observed i realised the sec5s i realised how hard they were actually working and i got really motivated to work now i can draw polymers with ease ! Thanks sec5s and miss santha :]

Decided to do something different so i walked from kathib to yishun to take my bus, it was a pretty nice walk being windy and all that. It was kinda good to reflect abit and i think i came a long way these few months i realised my passion and i'm pursuing it whole-heartedly though it may not be the best for me materialy speaking, i makes me happy and feeds my soul and i guess that would be most important :) right now i gotta work on my math it's crap >.< and I'm freaking hungry gonna cook up something later :D try not to wake my mom -_-